The door to the suite closes behind us, and I swallow down hard. This is it, it all comes down to this. I'm about to give this man something that is so precious to me. But is he really worth it? I need to know he's worth it.
"Nathan, before we do anything. I need to know what you really feel for me." I take a seat on the plush couch.
"Bella you know what I feel for you. I didn't mean what I said. I would never say those thing to you. I love you. I want to be with you." he kneels in front of me.
"Then why did you cheat on me." I feel the tears coming, and I look away.
"I don't know why I did. But you have to believe me, I would never do that to you." he cups my face, and leans his forehead on mine. "Please believe me, I love you." he kisses me softly. I don't respond to the kiss, even though I want to, I have to at least put up a fight. I'm not the easy type.
"Bella please kiss me back." he says against my lips.
"It's not that I don't want to." I close my eyes.
"Then what's the problem?"
"Oh fuck it." I groan, and kiss him urgently. I need this. I missed the taste of his mouth. How it's always minty.
"I've missed you baby." he mumbles in between the kiss. I pull away, and he gets up. "Come." he extends his hand out for me to take, and I do.
"Where are we going?" my voice is shaky.
"To the master room." his voice is low, and raspy. Oh dear.
"Bella I'm going to take care of you. I won't hurt you, I'll take it slow." his words hold a promise, and I know that if I fall for it, I'm going to get hurt again. Is that a risk I'm willing to take? If I do end up getting hurt, I know that I'll have Michael there for me. He'll help me out right? But then again I can't do that to him. I can't get hurt, and have him put me back together.
I can't think of the after math, I need to think of the present. Whether or not I'm going to go through this. And to be honest, I do want to go through this.
He leads me to the side of the bed, then kneels again. His fingers slowly untie the straps of my sandals, and he takes them off one by one. As he gets up he slides his hands up my legs, to the hem of my dress. He grips it, and starts to pull it up.
"It has a zipper. And be careful it's Balmain.." I say. He can't just let it drop on the floor.
"I knew that." he lets the dress go, and turns me around. "I always wanted to undress you." he breathes against my neck, as his fingers unzip my dress slowly.
"You always had the chance." I whisper. He turns me back around after he's finished unzipping my dress, and as he about to reach behind my back to begin to remove it, a phone goes off. He ignores it, and slowly brings my dress down, I help him take my arms out. He continues to slide it off, until it's pooling at my feet.
"Fuck." Nathan says under his breath. He places his hand on my waist, and pulls me closer to him. "I wish I could've done this before." he leans close to my lips. His phone goes off again, and he groans. Taking his phone out, he rolls his eyes at it, and slides his thumbs across the screen.
"Hello." he rudely answers. "No I haven't." he smiles looking at me. By the look he's giving me, I'm going to guess they're talking about me. "I said I haven't. Also why would care?" I narrow my eyes at him, and he blows me a kiss.
"Well I would help to look for her, but I'm busy at the moment." he flashes a sly smiles at me, and I shake my head. He hangs up and powers off his phone. Once he throws his phone on the couch, he turns his attention back to me. "Where were we?"
"I was just going to put my dress back on. I have a flight to catch in three hours." I say and bend down to get my dress.
"Oh no, I've waited for this moment for a long time. You can't just leave me all excited." I shrug, and put my arms through the sleeves of the dress.
"Can you zip me up." I turn around. I wait, but he doesn't even move. "Nathan please I'm not joking I have a meeting in LA for a movie."
"Fine." he huffs. As his fingers bring the zipper back up, I get chills down my spine. He kisses me behind my ear. "I love you." he breathes.
"Bye Nathan." I pick my shoes up, and head for the door.
"Isabella wait." he shouts from the room, as I'm about to turn the door knob.
"Yes?"
"You need the card to get down to the casino." I hear his voice getting closer to me. "Here, I got two." he hands me one, and I'm on way.
"There you are! Where the hell did you go?" I hear Miles voice behind me, making me spin around.
"I was just by the bar." I lie.
"Bullshit. We checked the bar six times, and you were not there. Where were you?" he demands.
"I went out for some air. Clubs aren't my thing, they are too stuffy." I lie again, and this time I hope he believes it.
"Well next time you need air, let me know, so I don't look like an idiot." he shakes his head.
"Sorry." I frown.
"It's ok." I can see a slight smile appear, but it fades away soon.
"Princess there you are." I feel a pair of arms wrap around my waist. Michael. "Thanks Miles you can leave." he dismisses Miles, and I can see anger in Miles's eyes. He leaves, and disappears into the crows. I turn to face Michael.
"Mike can you please try not to order Miles around." I'm tired of seeing Miles get mad over Michael giving him orders.
"Does it bother you or him?" he questions.
"It doesn't matter, just please don't." I kiss his cheek.
"Anything for you princess." he smiles.
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AN: Hey there lovelies! There you have it, another update. I hope you enjoyed reading it, yes it's a bit short, but the upcoming chapters are fairly longer. I can't wait for you guys to read the next chapters cause I think you guys are going to like them.
But anyway, Happy early 4th Of July to all the readers from the U.S. Please be safe, and have a lot of fun (I know I will lol) But yeah please vote, and comment. I love ya guys...
