Trigger Warning: Self-harm, vulgar words
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"Bakit ka nagpapa-ulan?!!"
"Teka, ano to-" hawak ko ang pulsuhan niya na maraming linyang punong-puno ng dugo. Pati na rin sa leeg ay may bakas ng kung anong tali. She tried to kill herself, AGAIN.
Binuhat ko siya papunta sa kubo ngunit nagpupumiglas ito.
Inalis niya ang pagkakahawak ko sakaniya at akmang tatalikuran ako pero pinigilan ko siya.
"Don't leave me, I'm begging you don't do this to me. I'm so sorry for leaving you like this. I'm so sorry if you needed to do this to yourself. I swore to my life, I will save you from the pain I caused." I said and hugged her
Tinignan niya ako gamit ang mga mata niyang walang buhay. Hindi siya ang Sea na kilala ko, hindi siya yung minahal ko, biktima ng malupit na mundo ang taong nasa harap ko ngayon.
Tanging buhos nang malakas na ulan at hampas ng delubyong alon ang bumabalot sa aming dalawa.
She tried to run again but I wouldn't let her.
"Bitaw" malamig na wika niya pero hindi ako nakinig.
Alam kong kapag bumitaw ako, hindi ko na siya mahahawakan ulit, hindi ko na siya mararamdaman ulit.
"Don't do this to me, Sea." I plead.
"Huwag mo naman akong pahirapan, parang awa naman oh, 'wag mo naman iparamdam sa'kin 'to." Puno ng luha ang mga mata ko, my sight started to become blurry.
I don't want to let her go. Am I selfish?
Kitang kita ang dugo sa puti niyang damit, pati sa kaniyang binti ay may tumutulong dugo, I noticed that there were also cuts on her hips.
Ganito ba siya kasobrang pagod? Masyado ba akong makasarili para bitawan siya.
Mas lalong lumakas ang ulan, nanatili akong nakatayo habang hawak ang kamay niya.
"Wag kitang iwan? But you abandoned me in the first place, Katniss. You've fucking left me hanging. You let me suffer alone. You left me in the dark, the place I hate the most, but I don't hate you for that, because you know that I love you." Her voice cracked.
Ramdam ko ang sakit sa mga salitang binibitawan niya.
I want to hug her, and say how sorry I am. Her pain stabs me, her words are killing me slowly.
"Uwi na tayo?.." malambing kong sabi, this is enough for now; the pain is too much for both of us.
BINABASA MO ANG
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