Everything I Don't Deserve/Post Malone

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I sat down on the edge of Austin's bed as he ducked into his closet, grabbing me a shirt to sleep in.

"Are you the right or left side of the bed?" I asked.

"Right.. you?" He said from inside the closet.

"Ok see that's a problem because I'm the right side of the bed too." I laughed.

"Not gonna happen darlin." He chuckled as he stepped back into the bedroom. He had taken off his boots and belt and his shirt was untucked. "You aren't sleeping on the side closest to the door." He handed me a faded black tee shirt and started unbuttoning his own.

"Oh my god. You are weird. There is a door to the outside on this side of the bed!" I said pointing to the glass doors across the room.

"Not weird. Paranoid. That door is to the fenced and walled back yard that you cannot get access too unless you are in the house already. It's a thing, ok. You aren't sleeping closest to the door." He said "Get used to the left side baby.."

I rolled my eyes and stood, turning my back to him. "Fine. Whatever the man wants I guess." I said laughing. "Unzip me?" I said pulling my hair over my shoulder as I turned my back to him.

I heard him take a deep breath and felt his lips on my neck as he placed a soft kiss there. That one simple kiss was almost unbearable. His soft, wet lips, the feel of his breath on my skin, the scratch of his beard against my neck and shoulder. He unzipped the back of my dress, trailing his fingers down the middle of my spine as he did, placing another kiss on the nape of my neck.

"Thank you baby." I whispered, barely able to form the damn words. The tension between us had hit a peak the second we walked into this room, if things felt hot between us before, this was a god damn wildfire.

I wanted to listen to Edie, make a move, last night it just seemed to happen and now suddenly I was nervous. I wasn't normally the make the first move kinda girl, but I know he's not going anywhere unless I take us there. I suddenly felt self conscious, and I had to swallow that down quick.

I kept my back to him as I held my dress and walked to the side of the bed. I slipped the dress down my shoulders and stepped out of it, laying it across a chair by the bed. I heard him undressing too as I sat on the edge of the mattress and took my bra off, dropping it to the floor. I felt Austin crawl in the bed behind me and the bedside lamp turned off, the room instantly filled with moonlight from the huge windows. I held his shirt in my hand for a moment before I dropped it to the floor and took a deep breath before I turned and slipped into the sheets beside him.

"Fucking hell Jo." He groaned as he watched me climb in beside him, he was trying very hard to keep his eyes on mine but he didn't win that battle. My skin flushed as he raked his eyes across my chest just before I sank into his open arms. I pressed myself against him and could feel my nipples harden against his skin and it made me take a shaky breath. "You are so fucking gorgeous baby, you are making me absolutely crazy. My god you feel so good against me." He wrapped his arms around me held me close to him as he locked eyes with me, I swear I could feel his stare in my toes.

He kissed me, heated, strong and possessive. Dancing his tongue with mine, sucking and biting gently on my lower lip. I moaned as he pulled my hair gently, exposing my throat as  he licked and nipped at my skin.... this was fucking heaven.

"More. Please." I whispered as I found my hands in his hair again.

"Tell me what you want baby.." that thick grit in his whisper again made my entire body react.

"I'm not sure, but I need more. More of you." I whispered as I kissed him. He tangled his hand deeper in my hair, holding me close to him as the other slid up and down my bare back, over my hip and the fabric of my thong, resting on my ass as he moaned into our kiss.