His Sanctuary [Jikook]

Chapter 14

YOONGI'S POV

I stood in front of my mirror, looking at myself to see if I looked good. And I did, I had just finished taking a shower and was getting ready to go out to get that crazy stupid dude I call my friend. Jungkook can be too much at times. But other times I forget that he's younger than me because of how smart and strong he is as a person. He's been through a lot, things he never even talked about, but he made it out alive. Other people would have long committed suicide if they went through the things that Jungkook went through.

I heard a cough behind me, and I looked back at him. He was sitting on the bed, leaning on the headboard. He looked very beautiful even with his messy 'I've just been fucked hair'. He was looking at me with a sad look on his face.

"What?" I asked him.

"Uhm, are you really leaving?" He asked me.

"Don't sulk, I'll be back as soon as I can. Just relax and do whatever you want here." I told him.

"No, I'm just gonna take a shower and leave. I have to go study with my friends." He said to me. I nodded and walked over to him, I gently fixed his hair with my fingers and gave him a kiss on the forehead.

"I'll call you later then. Study well." I said to him.

He was about to answer, but his phone rang on top of the nightstand. I glanced at it, just to see who was calling. The number was saved 'Hoseokie' with two red hearts at the end. He looked at his phone screen and the back at me.

"Aren't you gonna answer it?" I asked him. He shook his head and took his phone, putting it face down so that I wouldn't see.

"I'll call him back later." He said.

"Taehyung?"

"Hmm?" He said, looking at me.

"I hate dishonest people, I hate disloyal people, and I hope you know that." I said to him. He looked down, and I caught a little glimpse of guilt on his face. I don't know how many times I've given him an opportunity to come clean to me. Let me know about the life he lives. If he has a boyfriend or not, he keeps laughing it out.

"I know that, uhm... go ahead and leave. I also need to take a shower and then leave." He told me.

I grabbed my phone on the nightstand as well and shoved it inside my pocket. I then bid him goodbye as I got out of my room, leaving him in my house. Taehyung and I met a few weeks ago at the club. He was with a friend of his, I guess, and I was just chilling and drinking alone. He really did catch my attention because of his beauty and how crazy he was acting because of the alcohol. I don't know, I guess I must have caught his attention too because that very same night, he and I ended up kissing in the restrooms. It was just a spur of the moment thing, and we were both drunk, but we both enjoyed it.

He took my number that day and promised to text me the next day, and he was so true to his words. He and I then started chatting after that, well... things happened, and we've had sex, about 3 times now. But we are not dating or anything, just casual fucking... and I'm gonna keep it like that until I see what the deal is with Taehyung. I told him that I'm single and he couldn't do the same. It seems he's not single, but he's hiding it. I'm also not interested in a serious relationship but I do have the right to know if my fuck buddy has someone else on the side.
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HOSEOK'S POV

I sighed for the umpteenth time, tossing my phone on the bed. Why can't I reach him on his phone? He used to always be with me and talk to me, but now he can barely answer my phone calls and hardly come to visit me in my apartment. Taehyung is really making me suspicious of his behavior. What's even more weird is that I called Jimin a few minutes ago, with the thought that he and Taehyung are studying together like Tae said. But Jimin picked up and told me that he was studying in his room. He never mentioned Taehyung being with him.

The love I possess for Kim Taehyung is so much and so big for me to put it in words. He's the first guy I've ever felt so comfortable with. He makes me happy . But now... he's starting to make me doubt that he really loves me. Last week, I was tempted to go to his home and see him, but Taehyung's mother doesn't really like me, so I avoid going there no matter how much I miss him.

No matter how hard I try to avoid it, there are these questions that keep lingering in my mind. I can't seem to run away from it. Is Taehyung cheating on me? Is he in any way being unfaithful to me? Can he do that to me knowing how much I love him? Am I no longer his source of happiness? Does he not love me anymore? I don't want to think something so bad of him, but it's only natural that I get suspicious when he's not doing what he used to anymore.

My phone suddenly rang, and I rushed to pick it up quickly. Desperate to hear his voice and his explanation.

"Taehyung, Hey." I said.

"Hey babe, sorry I missed your calls. I was still in the restroom." He said, his voice cheerful as always.

"Oh, it's okay, don't apologize. So, where are you?" I asked him.

"At Jimin's house, we're studying for our upcoming exam."

That's it. That's all the confirmation I needed. I had called Jimin, and he said he was studying alone. And there's no way I'd call Jimin, and Tae wouldn't talk to me on the call or even ask why I'm calling his friend instead of him. He's lying to me. He's not at Jimin's house, and I know for a fact that he's not at his house, too.

"Oh... let me say hi to Jimin." I said

"Huh?"

"Let me say hello to your friend." I said yet again, I know he definitely heard me, but he's just buying time to lie.

"Oh, he's still in the kitchen, making something to eat for us. You can just call us again later when we're done studying, okay?" He said, damned liar. Why does this hurt so much? Oh, I know... because I fucking love Taehyung but I can see that he's clearly lying to me.

"Okay, get back to your studies then. I'll call you later." I said.

"Okay, I love you." He said to me.

"Do you?" I found myself asking. I don't trust him anymore. If he can lie like this, then it means there's a whole bunch of stuff he's lying about.

"You know I do, babe."

"Me too, well goodbye." I said. I didn't even wait for him to reply to those words. I dropped the call and tossed my phone on the bed. Wow... I have never felt so broken before. Maybe... maybe I need to give him the benefit of the doubt. Maybe he's still faithful and loyal to me. Maybe I'm reading him wrong. I should stop thinking so lowly of him. For the sake of my own sanity, I need to just get this crazy thoughts out of my head.

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