Narcissa Malfoy x reader

First Time Bliss (18+)

Summary: You and Narcissa have been in a relationship for a couple of months now. You two have never done anything more than intense make out sessions, but you felt ready to go further, the thing is: Narcissa doesn't know you're inexperienced, and you're afraid that if you tell her she might leave you. You couldn't be more wrong...

Warnings: Top!Narcissa, loss of virginity, blood, vaginal fingering (giving and receiving), oral sex (giving and receiving), aftercare, fluff

Narcissa and you met after the Battle of Hogwarts, in Diagon Alley when you accidentally bumped on her. The second you saw her for the first time you were instantly infatuated with her beauty. Never you'd have imagined someone like Narcissa, from a pure-blood family of the Sacred Twenty-Eight, wife of a Death Eater and mother of a son who's not much younger than you, would even look at you. Not to mention if anyone told you Narcissa Malfoy fancied women you'd probably have laughed, but here you are.

You were not experienced when it came to dating, only having kissed one person before her. Despite being pretty open about your life with her, your lack of experience has been something you know you should've told her before, but you were just too embarrassed to bring it up. You were already pretty insecure due to the age difference (you were in your 20s and she was in her 40s), you didn't want to add your inexperience into this, fearing if she knew you were a virgin that would make her leave you.

You two have made out a lot of times, but nothing past that. Narcissa always respected your boundaries, never trying to go further than what you seemed comfortable with. However she also never questioned the reason why you two have still yet to have sex.

One day you two are in one of your intense make out sessions, both of you laying in bed. You feel like this was it, you feel ready to take this next step in your relationship. Narcissa is on top of you kissing your neck, when you interrupt her.

"Wait, Cissy." you use the nickname she loves hearing from you so much.

"Yes, my love?" she asks, looking right into your eyes, which only makes you feel intimidated (but the good kind).

"Uh... I..." you begin to stutter, not knowing how to tell her the truth, especially right now when you two are about to have sex for the first time.

She laughs softly at your demeanor, but reassures you by kissing your cheek.

"Is something the matter, my darling?" she asks.

"I've never..." you try to say, but can't word it. You aren't looking in her eyes right now, too embarrassed to do it.

"Never, what?" Narcissa asks softly, tucking a stray strand of hair behind your ear before she smiles gently at you.

"I've never..." you blush. "done it..." you murmur, too shy to say the word.

Narcissa's breath catches for a moment. "You've never been with someone?" her heart flutters. She wants to make sure she's interpreting what you said correctly, but she is also slightly apprehensive. She doesn't want to scare you away from your first time together.

"Y-yeah... not in that way at least." it's what you tell her.

Narcissa pulls you in closer, not wanting to show her slight shock at hearing this. "Do not be afraid, my dear. We will take it slowly, and we can stop anytime. The last thing I want is to cause you discomfort." Narcissa smiles gently and begins to kiss you again, slowly pushing you down onto the bed.

You can't help but feel so loved when you hear this, how much she cares for you and how little she seems to care about your inexperience. You kiss her back, suppressing a moan.