Narcissa Malfoy x reader

Second First Time (18+)

Summary: Narcissa and you have sex for the first time ever since you gave birth to Carina.

Warnings: smut, switch!Narcissa, oral sex (giving), vaginal fingering (receiving), post-partum, fluff, insecurities.

*This was based on a request I got from one of you here! Hope you like it :)

How quickly time passes, doesn't it? It seems like yesterday when you met your wife in the streets of Diagon Alley. And to think that the two of you are together, firm and strong, with a daughter, for Merlin's sake! Your little girl is three months old. It's been a long three months, you've experienced moments of sadness, exhaustion, situations in which your patience has been tested, but at the same time you can say with complete certainty that these have been the best three months of your entire life. Narcissa and you can no longer imagine what your lives were like before Carina arrived.

Speaking of the life your wife and you had before your daughter was born, there's only one thing you remember very well: your sex life, which with Narcissa was always very active. The last time the two of you had sex, you were still pregnant with your daughter. Now, with no time for almost anything outside of Carina, and also because of the postpartum period, you've never had any more alone time.

The older woman and you never spoke about anything sexual again. At least not until the day Andromeda offered to look after Carina, when she arrived at your house to collect your little girl and her things and gave you a suggestive wink before leaving.

You're left speechless at her audacity, shocked that she had the nerve to make such a suggestion. But deep down... deep down you know that you have been thinking about taking advantage of the few hours you'll have without Carina to spend some alone time with your wife. You wonder if this sudden offer has anything to do with Narcissa, if she and your sister-in-law have got round to talking about your sex life, or rather the lack of it.

Although you really want to have sex, and miss this part of the intimacy you have with your wife, you can't help but feel a twinge of insecurity, remembering that your body isn't the same as it was before, you are not the same as you were before. You have stretch marks in places you didn't have before, your belly is flabbier, you feel that your private parts are no longer the same, and so on...

As soon as Andy leaves, you immediately begin to focus on tidying up the various baby stuff that are scattered in the living room. You don't look at the older woman, trying to ignore the idea that suddenly took shape in your mind thanks to your sister-in-law.

Suddenly your wife's soft voice breaks the silence, which, until now, has been only filled with the sound of you moving quietly around the living room.

"Darling?" she calls, making you freeze on the spot.

You freeze for a few seconds before daring to look up at her. You are unable to hide the nervousness you feel, but you manage to force a smile.

"Yes, Cissy?" you respond in a slightly shaky voice.

Narcissa pats the empty space on the sofa, next to her.

"Come here, baby," she says softly, "I want to talk to you about something..."

You take a deep breath and hesitantly walk over to the sofa, sitting down next to your wife. When you sit down, you try to keep some distance between you, keeping a few inches of space. You don't look directly at her, and you can't help but feel a bit tense. She seems to notice the distance you keep between the two of you, and her reaction isn't missed by you. She slowly slides closer to you, until her body is very close to yours, her knees practically touching yours. She turns her gaze to you, silently asking you to look at her. You feel your heartbeat quicken. You slowly look up and meet her gaze, and as soon as your eyes meet, an electric shiver runs through your body. The older woman's expression is soft, and a small smile appears on her face. She gently places a hand on your knee, rubbing it gently.