With your big lies - Miguel O'Hara fan fic

Chapter 20

Y/n POV
Later that day
I was in Gabriella room getting her ready for bed but she was running around everywhere in her room not wanting to get in her pjs.
" come on gabbi let me put these pjs on and I take you get some ice cream tomorrow" I said as she stop
" really?" She said
" yes really" I said
" okay" she said as she let herself get in her pjs. While I was putting them on I was wondering where Miguel went..... maybe I was worry about him even though I shouldn't be..... after what he did to me....
But he is the father of our daughter...
Just worry that he might end up doing something again. Like usual always coming home with a black eye or bloody knuckles. After that I was reading to Gabriella. I heard the door open and see Miguel standing there. I took a deep breath and kept reading to Gabriella. Miguel closed the door and he just looked angry and annoyed.... of course something was bothering him maybe over the things I said was bothering him.... but I was angry at him and he just needed to know how I felt.... I look down at gabbi and see her eyes slowly closing. Till she fell asleep... I slowly got up and kiss her head and turn off the lights and walking out her bedroom...
I walked in the bedroom and heard that Miguel was showering. I didn't wanted to wait for him to come out so I grabbed some clothes and used the other restroom and took a bath....
the whole time I was looking at the ceiling..
I really thought marriage wasn't going to be so bad.... now look at us fighting... I mean we usually do fight.... but not like this......
I just don't want things to be odd between us.... even though it is...
If only he knows how it feels that the person you love been hiding all these things you don't know.....
I mean I could keep a secret.... I probably have been keeping a small secret from him.... just hope he doesn't find out cause who knows what could happen....
I let out a sigh and close my eyes...
After that I was brushing my teeth I thought it was going to be a little odd sleeping with Miguel after that fight... I just walked out the restroom going to the one of the other bedrooms.
the whole night I lay there looking at the ceiling playing with my ring...
Maybe I did felt bad giving Miguel attitude even though he was the one who started it...
I turn around facing the wall. I just closed my eyes. And try falling asleep. Which I couldn't...
" damn it..." i whispered looking at the ceiling....
I stood up walking towards the door.
And once I open it I wasn't expecting to see Miguel....
I stood there frozen trying to process...
" I am sorry...." I said
" shut up" he said as he pulled me into a kiss.
He push me into the room having both of his hands on my cheeks... We both fell on the bed removing are clothing...
Well I guess this is how we apologize...
I was laying on my stomach and I had my eyes close and felt Miguel fingers tracing down my back....
I open my eyes and see him staring at me....
" what?" I said
" just admiring..." he said
I smiled at him...
" I'm still sorry..." he said
" let's just forget about it...." I said
" none of this ever happen..."I said
He smiled at me and place his hand on my cheek...
" let's never fight over anything stupid again...." I said
" I promise my love none of this will ever happen.... again...he said
I smiled at him and he pulled me into a kiss...
Maybe we learn are lesson not to fight over something stupid  like that....
Which I hope this doesn't happen again....
Either ways there's still going to be secrets....
From him.... and maybe from me as well...... I know if he finds out he will probably act like this.... or maybe even worse....