𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 ᴛᴋ

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TAEHYUNG

I take deep breaths. Don't take his words seriously tae. You love him. You can only do that only if you love yourself. You are precious. Way precious. He knows your worth and that's why he is afraid to hurt you. He cares for you. I feel it in my heart. Splashing water on my face. I look at myself in the mirror.

Yes, I wasn't extraordinary beautiful. Just an average boy. But I know my worth. Looks weren't everything, hearts are what matter more. If you becomes beautiful. Removing the robe, I decide to take a bath. When suddenly I go still. The evidence of the rough night we had last night was there.

I narrow my eyes at the hickeys lined down my neck to my chest and I feel warmness rush inside me.Damn. He surely was possesive and let not just one but a lot of claims on me. I trail my fingers on the discolored skin to bite my lip. His words again repeating.

* Jk: I would fuck you to oblivion Stupid boy*

He did actually. So much passion. So much lust. It was the best sex of my life. Letting the robe drop down I gulp as I see the other few marks he left lower. Hell I didn't even feel them yesterday.

But again my skin was too sensitive. It gets bruised easily. We were so lost, that nothing mattered to us at that time. What a crazy couple one would say. Smiling to myself. I turn around to enter the tub and take a warm relaxing bath when suddenly I hear the door bell ring.

It must be jungkook Shit! I was feeling nervous yet excited. He is already back when I just woke up. Will he want it again? The thought alone made my insides to feel weird in anxiousness.

Th: Coming!

I scream on top of my lungs. Knowing already my voice was not even going to reach the hallway. Tieing back the robe. I literally run out in excitement. To only have Bells accompany me.

A broad smile on my lips and my hands sweaty in anxiousness.Damn. You are loosing it Tae. Calm your nerves. It's just jungkook. Opening the door. I open my mouth to speak. When my smile drops as I found a person's back on me.

My brows furrowed. Making the person to turns. And I just blink in disbelief. Not able to believe to see him of all the people, here.

Jisung: Cupcake

He speaks softly. His eyes looking at me like he he always used to. And I was suddenly feeling something rising in my chest. All these months. His absence. Him not replying to my messages. Him not being there when I needed him.

His words that day.The hate I saw in his eyes that day. I hear my heart beating faster in my chest. And I feel tears sting my eyes. I refuse to look at him. Turning around to rush back inside. To only hear his heavy footsteps rushing behind.

Jisung: Cupcake please atleast listen to me.

I refuse to stop. Afraid of looking into his eyes and forgiving him. Afraid of showing him how much he has hurt me in the past.

Th: Wha-t are you do-ing here?

I say avoiding him as he speaks as if he didn't just ghosted me all these months.

Jisung: How are you?

His voice was vulnerable but I was not buying it. Trying to sound brave.

Th: I am fine. You don't need to show your concern now. jungkook is not here. I will tell him

I stopped by when he comes I try to walk away again. When his next words made that uneasiness in my chest to worsen.

Jisung: I am not here for him Tae. I came to meet you No... Tae.