Jackie

9: Selfish

⚠️TW⚠️ cussing
It's been two weeks since Jess has left and it's been boring. There's no gossip, no one to argue with, no one to tease, no one to talk about books or movies with. I missed Jess. But I had Tristan, and I told him I liked him, he said he liked me too and now we are seeing each other, we've been seeing each other for a week, it's not official but today we are going on a date before I leave to Washington with Rory for a camp or something, but it's for the majority of summer. I don't know what the camp is but she dragged me with her as her apology gift, she apologized too and said said she didn't like Jess, that she loved Dean. I had finished applying mascara when the door bell rang. "Coming!" I shouted. "Bye mom I'm going out now!" I shouted to my mom who was downstairs. She met me at the bottom of the staircase. "Be home by 6:00. It's my graduation." She told me. "Mom, I know. Where's Rory?" "Umm she's at a friends, I think Paris." She told me. "Okay by mom!" I opened the door and there he was. Tristan, he grabbed me and kissed me soft and gentle, nothing like Jess's kiss. It was softer and quick. "You ready?" He asked me. " yeah we have to be here by 6:00 my mom has a graduation thing." I explained. "Good then we have 2 hours." Tristan took me to Olive Garden where I stuffed my mouth with breadsticks. We made it in time at the theater where mom's gonna graduate. "Hi grandma, grandpa where's Rory?" I asked them. "We thought she was with you?" "No, I haven't seen her since this morning at chilton's gate." Before they could respond the ceremony started.
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Time skip
Once again Rory is being selfish and missed mom's graduation. So here we are waiting on the porch for selfish Rory to come back. "Where were you?" Mom asked her as we stood up. "Umm I-i" Rory tried to talk but couldn't she kept glancing at me. "Say it!" I told her. "You could at least do that since you decided to be selfish again and miss mom's graduation!" I scolded her. "I was in New York with Jess! I went to visit Jess!" She cried out. My jaw dropped. "You what?" I asked her slightly yelling. "Okay Jackie calm do-. " I cut mom off. "God Rory you 'don't like him' then what the fuck are you visiting him for? You have Dean, leave Jess alone!" I told her. "Why do you care you have Tristan!" She yelled back. "Jess is my friend!" I yelled storming inside. I cried. God why am I crying? I'm crying cause I'm mad but why am I so mad? I don't like Jess. I cried myself to sleep since sookies wedding was the next day. I woke up brushed my teeth, fixed my bed, and got ready. When I was done I walked out to the kitchen and there was Rory. "Hey" she greeted me. "Hi." I mumbled walking past her to the fridge. "You look nice." She told me. "Thanks" "look I'm sorry. But Jess called me and it felt right to visit him. I never meant to hurt you I swear I just wanted to check on him." She explained. "Rory you knew I liked him." I told her. "You never told me that." "It was fucking obvious!" I yelled at her. "Okay okay I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you mad. Please forgive me we have that debate summer thing in Washington and I don't want to go in bad terms. Please?" "I don't want to be in bad terms either. Just stop doing stupid shit." I told her. "Deal." After that we hugged and mom came downstairs. "Thank god you guys made up I would have locked you guys up till one of you guys killed each other or apologized." "Ha ha." I said sarcastically. "Let's go we are gonna be late." Mom rushed me.
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Time skip
"Lane Hi!" I greeted her running up to hug her. "Jackie hi!" "Hey guys I'm gonna go with Dean." Rory told us. "Big day huh?" Lane asked me. "Yeah I know. Hey lane can I ask you something?" "Sure shoot." "Okay well you know how I'm seeing Tristan right?" "Right." "Okay well I think I still like Jess." "WHAT?" "Shut up! You're gonna tell the whole town."  I shushed her. I was gonna continue before Dean came over. "Hey have you guys seen Rory?" He asked us. "No isn't she with you?" "She was but she went on a walk with your guy's dad." "Then she s with him." I told him. "Well if you see her again tell me please. "Will do." "Okay you were saying?" Lane asked. "Let's walk and talk." "Good ideas." As we walked down a trail I explained to her. "Every time I kiss Tristan or hug him, talk to him, do anything with him I can't help but think about Jess." "Did you like him?" She asked me. "Hell yeah I did." "Then why didn't you say something he was head over heels for you!" "Cause Rory likes him and he like her." I told her. "Rory doesn't like him." "I don't know." We kept walking till I saw Rory walking towards a tree. "Hey where's Rory going?" I asked lane. "I don't know." "Is- is that Jess?" I asked her. "Let's go behind that tree." We went behind a tree and watched as Rory talked to Jess. They talked about something, then they... kissed. My heart dropped. I looked at lane. "Oh my god Jackie. I'm so- I'm so sorry. Let's go come one." We went back to my house as lane helped me pack. I cried in her arms until I fell asleep. My sister and Jess. Jess and Rory. Rory and Jess. What the fuck does Jess see in that ninja turtle? Why didn't he like me? Why is it always Rory? The next day lane was gone and mom woke me up. Once again I brushed my teeth, fixed my bed, and got ready. "Hey you ready to go?" Rory asked me. I just mugged her as I walked out the door. " why's she mad?" Mom asked Rory. "I don't know." Mom drove us to the airport and there we were gone. Gone to Washington with Rory. Backstabbing, lying, cheating, perfect Rory. God this was going to be a long month.
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Jess's pov
I hadn't talked to Jackie since I left. Since the kiss. What I would give to feel her lips on mine again. Her soft pink cherry flavored lips. I came back since she didn't call me. Rory visited me in New York, I don't know why though I don't like her. She talked a little bit about Jackie and how sad she was and an argument her and Rory had about the crash. I came back hoping to tell her that I like her. Luke told me she was at sookies wedding so I went there, And I waited but Jackie never showed up instead Rory did. She kissed me, I froze. Why did Rory kiss me? It was nothing like Jackie's kiss, Rory's lips were more dry, and flavorless. Once realization hit I pulled away. "What the heck Rory?" I asked her. "I'm sorry I thought you liked me?" "No i- i like someone else." I told her. "Well Jackie's dating Tristan now!" "What I never said Jackie." I tried playing dumb. Tristan? I thought he was just her friend? Why was she dating him? What did she see in that dumb spoiled preppy? "Everyone knows it Jess! But she's moved on, she likes Tristan now!" She told me. My heart dropped at the thought of Jackie's lips on his, her being with him instead of me. Her with Tristan. Tristan and Jackie. Jackie and Tristan."Where is she?" "She won't be here for a month she's going to a summer thing with me." Rory told me. "I have to see her." "Jess she moved on. You should too." "But I don't like no one else." "But she does." And with that Rory walked off. God I hate Rory. She thinks everyone likes her she's ruins everything with her ninja turtle back. I have to find Jackie and end her and Tristan.
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A/N
Unpopular opinion: I hate Rory on the show too. She is spoiled and ruins everything and hurts people. Thanks for reading💕