CHRIS.
I missed having my arms around Flor so much, just being with her, even when she's asleep I feel so much calm around me but knowing that she has to get back just makes me want to end this project as soon as possible to go back home too.
What she told me about the kids Sussy and Luke are fostering is also running through my head, I'm curious about meeting them, I want them to feel comfortable around me even when we haven't met, I trust my partner's judgement and I know they'll be sleepover guest at our place as much as Rob's kids.
I know it'll take time for us to get pregnant, and I'm not bother by the fact that we have to practice a lot, but I've dreamed with having a family for so long until Flor, and it's not that I don't want to have a family with her, because I do, but since I met her I just wanted her, whatever life brings me, I can take, kids, not kids, as long as she's next to me, I'll be happy.
She always says that we're both complete person without the other, and that might be true, but she makes me better, and makes me understand myself a lot more, she got me back in therapy, she got me to treat my anxiety once again and my life has calm so much thanks to her, she definitely didn't complete me, but she has thought me so much that I feel like I'm a complete different man because of her, she doesn't ask for anything, but to me she deserves the world and I'm willing to give her everything.
I lay my head on hers, closing my eyes to sleep next to my wife for the first time since I came here, and for real, is the best feeling in the world.
Giggles, and soft footsteps is all I hear before I stretch my arm to pull my wife to me, but her side of the bed is cold, so I know she got up a while ago. I groan nesting my head in the pillow when suddenly someone jumps up my back.
"Morning da-da"
I smile turning around to grab my son and tickle him making him laugh "morning bud, how did you sleep?" He goes on bubbling about his dreams, he's close to being 3 and even though he has much to learn he makes total sense to me, I listen to him while getting both of us up and going downstair where my beautiful pregnant wife is cooking breakfast while talking to Dodger, our son wiggles in my arms so I put him down and he runs to his mom.
"Mami!" Dodger barks coming closer to us, he licks the boy's face making him laugh before running to me so I can scratch him a little, while I see my son reach his mom.
"Buenos días, mi niño." She pulls him up, telling him what she's cooking and letting him help her up stirring something in a bowl.
(Good morning, my boy)I let go of Dodge, walking to them and hugging both of them from behind "morning love." I kiss her cheek and she smiles widely resting her head on my shoulder "how is it doing?"
"It's becoming restless in there, strongly kicking me."
"Hey! No kicking mami!" Our son tells her belly making both of us laugh.
Our baby has been shy, so the doctors haven't been able to tell us if it's a boy or a girl, so we have to keep calling "It", "you keep hoping for a girl?"
"I don't mind love; I know we'll love whatever it comes" She nods before putting our son in my arms to keep cooking."
Someone nudges my arm waking me up, I open one eye to see Flor "I need to tell you something." I open both eyes and move to my side for her to know she has my full attention "I've been dreaming with a boy..."
I chuckle "with your hair, and my eyes?" She opens widely "I dreamed of him too....."
"You have?"
"Yes, he'll be such a mami's boy." Her eyes get watery while smiling "we'll have him, love."
She nods "when the time is right..."
"When the time is right."
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Flower Girl. (Chris Evans)
FanfictionThere's a saying that having a private relationship doesn't mean it's a secret, but what if it is? Flor always stuck to the shadows, the secret moments hoping one day it would came to light, it happen in the worst way, at the wrong time. Could they...