I got out of bed... wait a minute. Out of bed? I don't remember going to sleep.
I looked around and realized that I was still in the wedding dress and that I was sleeping on the bed.
Where is Damien?
Why am I alone in the room, what time is it anyway?
I need coffee or slightly stronger tea. I will use this time while I am alone just for myself.
I took a shower, after which I barely took off this wedding dress. I did a body scrub, a body massage where I can massage myself, to at least relax a little. I washed my hair and wrapped it in a towel. I wore tights and a tank top up to my navel without straps and a bra. I'm in my house anyway and I don't care.
I left my room and first I decided to have breakfast and drink coffee, and after that I will look around the mansion and the house to see where it is all staying and what I could change. I don't have college for the next two days, so I can relax if that's at all possible.
I entered the kitchen, which I don't know, and of course, by the time I found out where it was, I needed some time to make myself a coffee. I decided that I will change the entire order of the kitchen, that is, I will arrange food, snacks and other small things as I see fit so that I can manage in my kitchen.
I took my coffee and headed to the living room where I turned on the TV and put on some music. I love listening to Nicki Minaj, Chris Brown, Halsey, David Guetta and others. I listen to music that I like, even if it used to be just a melody without singing. I also love Latin American music, and singers like Daddy Yankee, Natti Natasha, Ozuna, Manuel Turizo and others. I played a song by Daddy Yankee Loveo, which I just heard and I can't stop listening to it.
I sat on the couch and enjoyed the music. I haven't seen Damien at all and I hope I never will. I don't want to argue with him, and fight over things that will never change between the two of us. First of all, love between the two of us is impossible. So it's impossible!
I don't allow someone like him to step on me and humiliate me, and then not even a minute later forcefully kiss me and try to seduce me. I'm not saying that he's a bad kisser, I admit that he's a good kisser, that he's handsome to a level that in my eyes is hard to surpass, that his face is beautiful, he has those striking eyes that seem to change color in an instant depending on his mood, features faces that are expressed just like every perfect man should have, and I won't even comment on his body and muscles because I think he regularly maintains them and pays attention to his diet, at least that's my opinion. He has taste in clothes and every combination of his is excellent. Of course, he doesn't need to know my real opinion about him, because when I was a child I liked him and I always imagined what it would be like if he was my boyfriend, but now that I see his character and his behavior, that's what repels me the most from him and it is impossible for us. We are two different worlds.
I drank my coffee and I left the cup in the kitchen and I went to see this modern and beautiful house of mine. I believe that my mother and Damien's mother took care of this, so that it would be as close as possible to my taste, but I still have to change some things, for example, the carpet in the living room and curtains, and in the kitchen I want a black refrigerator with two wings. I haven't seen the rest yet.
I passed several rooms, I passed the library, the home theater where I will definitely change the color of the armchairs, the sauna, the jacuzzi, the gym, which is huge, for just the two of us. I haven't gone to see the gardens yet because I've had enough for today, maybe I'll go in the evening, now I want to rest.
I went back to my room to get my cell phone and saw several missed calls from my friends, and my mother.
I wasn't really thrilled when I saw that I had a missed call from my mother after yesterday's incident where she slapped me. It's all Damien's fault, but there's no going back.
