𝔻𝕦𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪 : 𝔸𝕣𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝?

.・゜゜・ Part 19 : A healer? ・゜゜・．

Y/n's pov :

Everything is gonna be alright y/n...

My body is paining and my mind is dizzy. I can't comprehend what I am thinking. The whole thing is a mess. The thing I hate the most is not the person who did this to me but my cowardness.

I wasn't able to save myself against the evil instead I surrendered to it. The pain , the marks, I hate my body. It's impious now . All because of my cowardness. I should have been fought. I should have been saved myself. But I failed. I failed.

I was asleep but my mind kept repeating the same lines. It looked like my mind is also get affected because of the early horrifying events my body went through.

Suddenly someone's voice forced me to get out of my thoughts. And as I was half asleep. I couldn't open my eyes. I ignored the voice as my body didn't allow me to do so. I felt someone's touch on my skin. Cheeks, neck, wrist, lips..

That touch wasn't the agressive one which my body had gone through. It was something else. It wasn't hurting me. But it looked like it's here to heal me .

But as it's hard for me to trust anything, I thought this would also hurt. I tried to open my eyes. Even I tried to move but the exhaustion of my body didn't allow me to do so. I kept my eyes close. I decided to just forget the early memories and immerse myself in the warmth of that touch.

Jungkook's pov :

As I entered my bedroom, I saw a lifeless body. She was breathing but she lost her vitality. Her eyes were closed and she was breathing through her mouth. Looked like she is half asleep as she was murmuring something in a low voice which I couldn't hear. Her skin pale, lips parted, body trembling. I HATE THIS SCENE.

Not to mention, she was looking like the most beautiful prey I long for. In my shirt, open hair, some of the hair strands covering her face. It's easy to get her in this condition. It won't take my much energy as she is unconscious, she won't push me like earlier.

Without any second thought, I took quick steps towards the bed. Took her sight first. Then grabbed the blanket which was covering her body.

I hate to admit but my heart was paining a bit at the sight of her. Legs bruised, hands which had cuts, neck, shoulder and her lips where my eyes stopped. It was wounded. She looked defenseless fully. It was damn easy to slam her down and take all of her.

But I don't want to. I like her to be sassy, arrogant, ready to kick the shit out of me. I want her to fight me. But she wasn't looking like that. A PATHETIC SOUL.

I decided to leave but I couldn't. I was froze at my place. My breathings became uneven. I buried my face in my hands. That invisible force didn't let me leave the room. Gosh I shouldn't come here.

With hesitation, I took a heavy step towards her. My hands automatically reached her lips where it had few cuts. Probably bitten by me. I felt good. I marked her all over. As my hands made contact with her skin, she shivered more.

I felt something void in my chest. A part of me wanted to punish myself for causing her to end up in that situation.

I caressed her lips. She was mumbling in her sleep. I ignored it. Getting out of the bed, I got a first aid kit. I took a cotton bud and applied some ointment on it.

Then I started treating the wounds of her lips. She looked beautiful even in her sleep. She could be lifeless right now but she was beautiful as hell. Gosh WHAT KIND OF DEMON YOU ARE!!!

I touched the hickeys given by me. I was feeling proud for branding her as mine. But the cuts and bruises were fresh.

No doubt I pay no attention before hurting anyone but right now I can't see her looking lifeless and inviting death.