If I Fall |NEW|

15. Fake it

2 Weeks later...

"Tell me you love me." He drilled me from behind. "I love you!" I moaned.

"I'm bouta cum!" I yelled as he sped up.

"Fuck!" He grumbled as he did the same.

I rolled over trying to catch my breath, "That was nice." I said breathless. "Hell yeah, you tryna go another round?" He asked lying beside me.

"Maybe later," I said.

"Yeah, igh." He waved me off.

"I'll be back." I got up going to the en-suite bathroom to get a towel. I walked in and turned on the sink faucet, and then the shower so when I get back it'll be hot.

I ran the towel under the sink faucet and squeezed out the excess water before going to clean Amir's shaft.

After, I went back to the bathroom. I shut the door and locked it as quietly as possible before going into the towel closet to grab my baggy of coke.

I knew Amir wouldn't like me doing this, because when he found out I took part in it at the club he flipped out. But ever since then I haven't stopped, I tried, I really did.

I dipped my short acrylic nail in the magic powder, put it on the tip of my tongue and licked my top gum.

I closed my eyes, smiling at the feeling of my gums going numb. "I love this shit," I mumbled as I got a little more out of the bag and sniffed it from the back of my nail.

"Ahhh." I smiled.

Later that week...

I stood in the mirror doing my makeup getting ready to go out with my new friends.

"I woke up in a new Bugatti." I rapped along to the music playing in the living room.

"Where are you going?" Amir walked in and wrapped his arms around me from the back. "Going to meet with Nate," I replied.

He kissed my neck, "Or..." he pecked different spots between my ear and neck. "Stay home with me." He said.

"As tempting as that sounds." I turned around laying a gentle peck on his lips. "I've already rescheduled on multiple occasions so no," I said.

"Well, you look fine as hell. I can't wait to get those clothes off of you when you come back." He gave me one last kiss and turned around to head to the room.

"I would take you up on that offer but..." I smiled. "But? What else?" He frowned.

"I'm going with my girls later."

"Not their hoes from the club, right?"

"Yes them," I said.

"I ain't one to be controlling, but I don't think you should be hanging with them. And if you are you shouldn't do the shit they do." He sat on the edge of the bed watching me as I got dressed.

"I know. I know. I just like hanging with them, trust me I'm not doing what they do." I lied.

"Igh." He looked me up and down before leaving the room.

I rolled my eyes at his attitude.

         "Hey! Long time no see." I smiled as I greeted Nate who was nearing the table. I stood and hugged him.

"What's up?" He pulled back giving me once over before sitting down across from me.

"You look..." he started. "Different?" I finished his sentence.