Addiction ||BWWM|| Book.2

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝟑𝟒

𝙅 𝘼 𝙆 𝙀

"You're a weird man Jake Vandle" Eeson's voice strained as he lifted the forty-five pound(20kg) dumbbells.

"It's gonna work trust me" Mine almost does the same when I curl the bar with weights weighing around 280(127kg).

"I know it is but it's still weird"

"Jealous much ?"

"Yes !" Eeson nodded his head. "I always thought it'd be me"

"I could have saved you some pain if you would've asked me yourself"

"Dick" He shook his head and got up to put the dumbbells back in their place. "You talk to the lady today ?"

"Yeah she had an appointment today"

"She alright ?"

"She's good. Just late "

His whole face went into a panic. "Woah woah late ? You mean....LATE ? You should be with her right now why-"

I huffed, dropping the bar."Can you let me finish ? Before you start spiraling ?"

"Sorry. Go ahead"

"She took like five tests before I left and they were negative but it still hadn't came and she scheduled the appointment to be sure"

"Are you ready for that ? Being a dad ?"

"I'm ready to be whatever I need to be for her"

"If you're ready I'm ready JV"

"Thanks man"

Me and Eeson were both up by nine o'clock but this guy eats breakfast like clockwork so he had me meet him at a diner. After that we came to the gym while the other guys were filming. We have our own to get ready for when we get back from here.

𝙄 𝙈 𝘼 𝙉 𝙄

My doctor gave me a clean bill of health with. everything and said it could possibly be the birth control. She gave me options on if I wanted to remove it and try other options but I wasn't focused enough to talk about it. Ess and Dej came with me because as far as they're concerned, I could be in danger. I doubt that I am but I couldn't care less if so. I'm worried about Jake and Corey. They're the only thing on my mind after that night and it kept me awake just thinking about it.

Corey stayed at his parent's house that night and then went home and I haven't heard from him since. Kian's stressed because Jake still doesn't know and THAT stresses me. Jake should know what's going on. If I expect to ever be his wife, I can't lie or keep secrets from him. But telling him this ? In all this time I've never been THIS scared of Jake relapsing until now. So do I tell him ? Or do I not interfere ?

"Mani ? What's wrong ?"

I stared at my hands. Fingers of rings he bought, wrist of bracelets. An empty ring finger that he'll pay God knows how much to decorate and here I am keeping stuff from him. "What if I tell him ?"

"You wanna tell him ?"

"Mani are you sure that's a good idea ?"