Addiction ||BWWM|| Book.2

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 40

𝙄 𝙈 𝘼 𝙉 𝙄

Jake stood by every word he said and here we are cuddling. He smells and feels soothing to my soul. I've taught him to layer his moisturizers and then there's his natural scent. It's so subtle but once you realize it's there you can't forget it. He tricked me into wearing his pump cover again with the thinnest pair of shorts I brought. He said it's "better for cuddling if we're not cuddling naked". I sleep in anything if it's comfortable enough and I'm positive he used that to his advantage and packed this exact outfit for me. His shirt because it's double my size and well, his and my shorts because my ass cheeks are peeking from the bottom.

That about sums up the man I'm in love with. I can't say I'm complaining though because he's wearing my favorite shorts with his hair damp so it's slicked but there are pieces dangling over his face. When we crawled into the bed he laid on his back and I curled up right under him. My leg crossed over his and I rested on his chest.

"Sometimes I still can't believe you got my name tattooed on you" I traced my name on his chest as it rises and falls with his breathing. Words can't explain what it does to me to see him branded with my name. There are a few of his tattoos I know are for me but my name in that spot does it for me.

"I would've done it years ago but I didn't want you to know I was creep" He answered with his eyes closed and head up to the roof.

"HA ! Jake, baby, I've always known you were a creep I just didn't know how to tolerate it back the . Imagine you got married-"

"It wouldn't matter. You're the woman I'm marrying so it doesn't matter if I had got it or not"

"What if I hadn't came back ?"

"You made a promise. Believe me, you were coming back"

It could be the deprivation. Maybe the tiredness is starting to hit me or I could be obsessed with him but chills rushed through me after he said that.

"Will us being separated always be a factor for us ?"

"Definitely. It's not exactly a negative factor though. If we hadn't, things would be much different than now but I like to think it worked out. Even after being separated for so long we're back together. We wouldn't be here if we didn't think it would work"

"I guess I can't argue with that"

We decided to wind down with a show and it somehow turned into a show and him massaging the muscles in my thigh. Apparently Kian has more Kinesiology knowledge than I thought and he taught Jake about a lot of muscle related stuff. It does make sense with him being a trainer and Jake boxing and all I just never got to the background of how he became a trainer.

He used his thumbs to kneed the side of my thigh for a while and then he'd switch to his knuckle for a while and then one other technique. We typically cuddle in some way to watch TV so we check in with each other throughout.

I checked on him one time and he answered fairly quick. The second time he didn't answer so I had to get his attention and he said he hadn't heard me that time. By the third time I asked he had snuggled his way down into my chest and fell asleep with one arm around me and the other under the pillow.

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𝙅 𝘼 𝙆 𝙀

I had no intention on falling asleep so quick but I was exhausted and if I was ever gonna pull it together I needed sleep. I woke up with Love's hard nipples and piercings pressing into my cheek through her shirt. That makes us even. For a while I looked at her face and took in her features as I always do in the mornings but I was interrupted with a call.