Addiction ||BWWM|| Book.2

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝟮𝟯

𝙄 𝙈 𝘼 𝙉 𝙄

You would think after the night I had, I'd wake up with a bright smile and relaxed bones right ? ABSOLUTELY NOT ! Not having sex with Jake Vandle I won't ! I woke up with bruises up and down my leg , a hoarse voice and another bruised cervix. ANOTHER ONE ! I woke up with discomfort in my whole pelvic floor. A little discomfort became a lot of extreme pain so we went to the ER before leaving LA and what do you know ? My cervix is mildy bruised.

The poor doctor was worried because she saw the bruises and my situation and assumed he was abusing me. That was until she told us the problem and Jake apologized and kissed my head. She said she's seen many abuse cases but none of the men react like Jake. He actually cared about if I was okay and not if it meant we couldn't have sex or if he'd get in trouble for it. He felt horrible about it and asked if there was anything can do for me as support and something about that interaction made her ask.

We cleared that up for her so she quickly figured out why this all happened and I swear she started blushing. She gave me pain meds and let me go. Here I am hours later, still in pain after arriving in New Jersey for the next award show. Jake has carried me everywhere from outside the hospital, to the plane, back off and all the way up to our suite. He feels better knowing that I'm okay but I can tell that he still feels pretty bad about it.

"Baby we don't have to stay you know ? If the pain is too much we can go home early"

"But I don't wanna go home early"

"Do you wanna stay here tomorrow night ? I'll stay with you"

"I don't wanna stay but it depends on the pain. It hurts worse if I move too much. Maybe the pain meds will help"

"Does it hurt now ? Is it too bad ? I can stay-"

"Jake Vandle ! I am okay, okay ? We aren't leaving early and YOU aren't missing anything on that schedule. I can take care of myself" The pain is fucking unbearable but if I tell him I know for a fact that he's not going anywhere and he has stuff to do today. They're busy both today and tomorrow and I would join but with the pain, I can't so Dej and I are gonna chill together.

"Love I just wanna know you're okay. I don't wanna leave you here if you're in pain all day. The least I can do is help"

"Baby I won't be alone. Dej will be here and if I need you I have Lana's number to call"

He sighed and sat down on the edge of the bed. Concerned eyes examined me lying on my side with a heating pad on my lower back. "I feel like a hazard. It's been what ? Three days since I almost squeezed you to death ? It's so back-to-back, I'm not purposely trying to hurt you"

"You're not a hazard. It's not as bad as it looks"

"I know that. It just messes with my mental because I know I'm causing it and worse because I can't imagine the pain you're in"

"You don't want to" I assure him. "We both know you wouldn't hurt me. Don't let it distract you or cloud your mind, hm ?"

Nodding, he kissed my head and lips."Are you positive that you'll be alright here ?"

"I'm positive"

"Okay baby" He picked up my hands and kissed both of them as he got up to leave. "I'll make sure Dej comes for you" He grabbed his black backpack and charger and headed towards the door.