Addiction ||BWWM|| Book.2

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 36

𝙅 𝘼 𝙆 𝙀

My girl shuffled around in her sleep for the whole night and I know she barely slept because I barely slept trying to keep her comfortable. When the sun came up and she finally fell into a restful sleep I used that time to make calls to my team and the guys to clear everything up. They handled it. Not well but they handled it. I'm still livid. Had any of that happened while I was here he would've regretted being alive at all. And he will soon enough.

I can't let that interfere with my plans though.

My head started pounding by the time I decided to go shower. Most likely because of the lack of rest and now this and I'd like to think it'll pass like most issues but I see my love and the way she's desperately fighting to sleep and it burns. It makes me wonder what else I wasn't able to protect her from.

Scorching water burned my skin but it feels relaxing with all the crooks and cramps in my muscles. Love does always tell me that hot showers do the job when she has cramps. She can last much longer in here than me though.

I let my mind flood with thoughts of her and for a second I felt relaxed but that ended when I saw the door opening slowly out of my peripheral. Waiting for her to come inside felt like a lifetime. I'm sitting at the shower door like a dog excited for their owner to get home and when she finally does I can feel my mouth salivating. I don't know what it is but just watching her is getting me excited. She's gotta be ovulating again.

I know it's not really a good time to initiate sex but damnit if she's looking like this for the next few days then I don't know what I'm gonna do.

Hair. Face. Skin. Body. Tattoos. She's such a woman and it's something I fall more in love with every time I see it.

"I see hot showers are growing on you" She says as she undresses and comes inside the shower.

"Yeah. I see what you mean with cramps now"

"Told you" She comes over and wraps her arms around me, laying her head on my chest.

"What's wrong ?" I drain the towel to wet her back thoroughly.

"Im kinda nauseous. I woke up feeling like this and now my stomach hurts so I just want cuddles to make it feel better"

"You just want cuddles ?" She nods and I laugh. "Okay baby. I have plenty to give." Her face cupped in my hands, I pull her face to and kiss her over and over and over and over.

𝙄 𝙈 𝘼 𝙉 𝙄

His kisses made me smile and they made me feel better than before. I could kiss him all day. Im torn between not wanting to kiss him because of the queasy feeling in my stomach and wanting a kiss for comfort. Jake kept kissing me and that feeling in my stomach got worse. Knowing what was coming I let go of Jake and ran to the toilet. Disgust filled my entire soul so bad that I caught a chill.

Jake ran behind me with towels to cover us up. There's nothing on my stomach to throw up but that didn't stop me from being dizzy and nauseated. I closed my eyes to try and calm myself with Jake in my ear asking if I'm okay.

"Yes baby I'm okay just don't touch me" I huffed. "How close are you to me ?"

"I'm right he-"