𝐄𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐦; 𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐱

44‣ 𝙥𝙤𝙞𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙙𝙖𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙧, 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝 𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙞𝙩𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚

Hyunjin's lips have always felt like the softest of petals in the world, mellow and plump, sweet like syrup, and perfect as such, his kiss was one of the feelings Felix was sure he would remember even when he was 80 and on his deathbed. But when the suddenness of Hyunjin's mouth clashed with his own, in the haze of the fury, the spur of the moment, Felix nearly forgot what heaven tasted like until Hyunjin's tongue was grazing his top lip

Time seemed to still for a good amount for Felix, his mind felt scattered when Hyunjin's large hands cupped his face, covering nearly all of it when the tips of his fingers slipped into his hair slightly. Felix felt his heart stutter before he melted into Hyunjin's embrace, his mind picking up what was truly occurring and then his lips were parting without his knowledge, his heart was racing and his arms were running to wrap around Hyunjin

but all he could manage to do in the intensity of their kiss was place his hands on the sides of Hyunjin's neck, pulling him deeper into the kiss, tilting his neck to give the blond better access of his mouth. He had been furious seconds ago but now he is overtaken by something else; the terrible need to delve further, it is suffocating, Felix feels the need to have Hyunjin thrumming in his bones like he was carved from that very desire. Being away from Hyunjin for this amount of time had driven him so far to the edge that only the blond's mouth could help him climb up again

bliss erupted over him like some universe in a parallel galaxy, and the realization sank when Hyunjin pulled him closer that he would give everything up in his life just to have this mouth on his, the realization that he couldn't give this up, not when it felt like the drug he needed to go on; no danger is perilous enough to keep him away from Hyunjin. He was the sin Felix couldn't give up, but he'd give up heaven for it

His morals and ethics seemed a little loose now that Hyunjin was on him like his need for oxygen, he's a man of his ground, standing tall and striving for his perspective of right but Hyunjin moved his lips like the perfect pieces of a puzzle against Felix's mouth and he could set himself on fire just for another taste of that perfect pair of lips, he had died for so long and now that he finally feels alive he doesn't know if he can ever go back to his crypt, not when Hyunjin's kisses are the elixir of pure euphoria.

The desire that was burning behind Hyunjin for as long as he has had to stay away from Felix is pouring out of him like someone had broken loose the gates of hell and now there is no stopping the demons from slipping out. He is sure he could give up everything in his life right about now if it meant he gets to kiss Felix again. Hyunjin's tongue pushes past Felix's tongue, trying to reach further into his mouth and the blue-haired allows him immediately, letting him roam the warm inside of his mouth because he had wanted Hyunjin to steal his breath

The blond tastes like tobacco and merlot, the rich kind, driving Felix insane for more of that taste, but then Hyunjin pulls away abruptly, his eyes a frenzy of lust when they look down into Felix's, nose and lips red like garnet, Felix's ones scarlet like the wine spilled next to them and their chests that are heaving from shared breaths feel like the air they've been missing all along.

Not a word is shared between them, the sun continues to sink into the arms of clouds beside them, glinting off of the red wine pooled next to the railing, shining off of the shattered pieces of darkened glass, the gleam in them looks similar to the shimmer in Felix's eyes, dark like the glass, shiny like the sunset, crimson from lust like the wine.

Hyunjin's mind is completely static, he cannot think at all let alone straight, all he wants is more of Felix, and the leftover taste of the latter on his tongue isn't helping whatsoever, the sheer anger he had been going through seems to have vanished the second he had tasted Felix and now all he's angry for is the yearning he cannot get rid of. Felix's mind is thinking of many things all at once but the one thing that is most prominent is; how deep he needs Hyunjin to go inside him this time