𝐄𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐦; 𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐱

45‣ 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚, 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙡 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚

The pain that comes the next morning is nothing compared to the utter bliss Felix feels washing over him when he opens his eyes through a mist of slumber and finds Hyunjin's pretty face staring back at him, the utter glee that surpasses all his worries when he felt Hyunjin's warm body pressed against his, holding him close and lovingly. Security is a rare feeling, and Felix is only now learning how scarce it is since it has been ripped from him so abominably.

A mellow hum rips past his tired throat when he nuzzles deeper into Hyunjin's chest and inhales the sweet scent of his familiar perfume, eyes falling closed again when he feels Hyunjin's large hands envelop the small of his back, rubbing up and down because he knows it aches miserably while his other one runs through the back of his head and into his hair, scratching the scalp gently with his fingernails

Felix has never felt so at peace in his life before, usually waking up the next morning after such extreme sex has always been a shit experience for him, but today he feels like heaven is his domain when Hyunjin wraps his arms tighter around him, pulling him deeper into his chest as if that could have been possible, he rests his cheek against Felix's head, pressing sweet pecks by turning his mouth to the side and sheer gratification makes home in his chest when Felix giggles so sweetly, forcing a smile on his face

"Good morning, pretty"

Hyunjin's voice is always exceptionally intoxicating, like red wine or the color crimson itself, it's like velvet but royally, yet the way it sounds today is the sound Felix believes he'd like to hear when he dies, it's so smooth it could rival the word in its meaning, unlike his usual carmine feel, it feels rosegold this morning, seraphically wavy and husky. Perhaps it is the slumber playing its charms, perhaps it is the way he had groaned all night and now his vocal chord is exhausted, or maybe it's just the way he sounds when he wakes up every morning and Felix can't help but think how he would love to hear this sound every day

"Good morning" Felix mumbles lowly, his own voice deep enough to rumble physically against Hyunjin's chest before he looks up at the blond's face through squinted eyes and smiles faintly. Hyunjin pulled back from his hair and looked down at the face he could go to war for, smiling back at him and destroying everything for Hyunjin because how could he ever look at another sight now that he's seen this face? How could he ever want anything else now that he's wanted Felix? Everything pales in comparison to Felix.

"What are you doing here" The blue-haired mumbles, yawing softly and shifting closer to Hyunjin even though his body hurts tremendously, Hyunjin furrows his brows feebly and questions in his same golden-colored voice "What do you mean?" His tone is gentle like his fingers in Felix's hair and the man is forced to close his eyes because it feels so sweet "Shouldn't you be off throwing some tantrum?" Felix's voice is still low and his tone faded but Hyunjin still understands the sarcasm lilting it

the surprise washes over him in soft waves of surge before he lets out a noiseless chuckle, airy and shock-filled. Lips parted and curled upwards while he quietly watched the boy in his arms with such amusement "You're still at it?" He questions diaphonously and Felix looks up at him through his lashes, humming pridefully. "Of course, just because we fucked doesn't mean you're off the hook" He sounds lazy like he's overly tired and Hyunjin acknowledges the tone, running placed fingers through his hair instead of scratching his scalp

"I'm sorry, Felix. I shouldn't have behaved that way" Hyunjin's voice and tone are as sincere as they come and Felix closes his eyes all over again, like he's not just ready to accept the excuse of an apology. "You'd be sorry when you tell her you are, and then fix your behavior, otherwise you're not sorry at all and just wasting words" Felix sounds audibly disappointed and Hyunjin is only now realizing this is one of the things he despises more than anything in this universe; disappointing Felix.