𝐄𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐦; 𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐱

47‣ 𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙖𝙨𝙤𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚

The quietness of a home is always greater than the bustle of a lively house. Felix had always preferred the somber walls of his apartment over colorfully bright ones that were lavish and retro, and now over the vintage in a sense they'd mock royalty. The blueish hues of his artificial lights suddenly feel better than the warm ones back at Hyunjin's mansion, the mundane decor he had put up with the memory of a man he doesn't have any longer feels more like home than the balcony of Hyunjin where the sun resided like it was its home

Felix sighed softly, licking his lips as he stood in the middle of the empty and cold apartment that often used to resemble a home, it felt better than Hyunjin's mansion, but the solitude in it hadn't disappeared.

"It's raining, baby"

Sturdy arms wrap around his waistline, the warmth of a built chest rests against his back as a subconscious smile makes its way onto his lips when he turns his face to look at the beautiful face of the man he'd been too infatuated by these past months "Just now?" Felix's deep voice rivals Hyunjin's silky and husky one, both soft like their eyes for each other. The sound of whirling wheels resonates in Felix's ears, stealing his attention for a brief second as his eyes land on the men placing luggage next to his kitchen counter before they leave, locking the door.

the solitude flees like an outlaw

"Yes" Hyunjin answers, raising a hand to tuck away the stray strand of hair behind Felix's ear while the blue-haired turns his gaze back onto Hyunjin, smile deepening when their eyes lock and Hyunjin would be a sinner if he didn't smile back. It doesn't reach his eyes like Felix's does but it does make the dimple on his cheek visible, the one Felix adores all too much. The blond leans closer, placing a chaste kiss on Felix's cheek while his hand cups the other side of his face, making Felix giggle shyly

"I need to put our stuff in place" The blue-haired squirms out of Hyunjin's affectionate embrace, smiling so widely his nose is scrunching and Hyunjin is seconds away from becoming a puddle as he stands there in the middle of the living room, hands sliding to his sides and into his pocket as he watches Felix walk over to the open kitchen "I'll help" The unnaturally sweet nature of Hyunjin is all too natural for Felix as he hums in response

Hyunjin's feet scurry him over to the blue-haired, standing next to Felix he doesn't allow him to grab the bags' handles because he gets to it first, taking hold and raising them from the ground "You know the guys would have taken care of this if you'd let them" Hyunjin's silky voice sounds like an echo when he turns around to walk toward the bedroom, leaving Felix standing behind and shaking his head "I don't want people prowling around my belongings" He retorts, clicking his tongue and doing his best to hide the fluttering of his chest as he watched Hyunjin's frame disappear into his bedroom

the very bedroom he was once in, pressed against the door with Hyunjin's sensual politics, his words, his wild kisses, and-it takes far too much strain to pull himself away from those thoughts but he manages anyway, deciding it's best if he distracts himself with a task rather than standing around and reminiscing Hyunjin's hypnotizing touch, so he busies himself with preparing breakfast, even if that only brings back cheek-heating flashbacks.

Hyunjin on the other hand is busy with the task at hand, placing the luggage inside the small walk-in closet of Felix, but his mind is rather occupied with different things as he lazily drags the bags. Last night, when Felix had suggested they partially move into his apartment Hyunjin had been so quick to jump the wagon it must have startled even the fast-paced gust of wind outside, but then Felix had so lovingly run fingers through his hair and told him they'd do it early in the morning

Without the exchange of more words, Felix had parted himself from the man then and had slipped his hand into his larger one, leading him out of the rain-dampened balcony and inside the warm room where the two shared a slumber of peace. Laying with Felix in his arms is something Hyunjin could never get tired of, they talked about mundane things before falling asleep, nothing worth noticing but it had still made Hyunjin so happy to have Felix be fine with him again