𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝 // 𝐚 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲

𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 4

𝐋𝐨𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧: the james' house
𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞: 1:54am
𝐏𝐎𝐕: sienna

I laid awake thinking about Cole. Again. It had been over a week since I found out about his girlfriend, and I've done nothing but pray for their breakup. I'm not a horrible person, I swear, but I hate the girl, and I don't even know who she is. Jealousy fueled my body every time he brought her up at training. You could say I'm obsessed. Which I am. I can't stop myself from thinking about him. He's running through my mind all day, im surprised he's not tired. I hated the fact that I was so infatuated by him, and I hated that he wouldn't leave my mind. I tried to get over him by finding a new person to obsess over, but it was impossible. He was the only one my mind seemed to want.

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𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞: 8:32am

I must've fallen asleep at some point because my alarm woke me up with a screeching beeping noise. I have to change it to something nicer. As expected, Cole came straight into my mind. Did I imagine everything I thought I saw between us? The eye contact? The discrete glances across the room at each other? The compliment that has stuck with me ever since he said it? The x's he sent me? Am I just getting over excited and fantasising about the impossible?

I shook the overwhelming thoughts and questions out of my head and decided to focus on myself today. Or at least try to. I knew that Cole would come into my kind at some point, but I didn't want to concentrate on that right now. I just wanted to focus on myself and the others at training. I decided to wrap up warm because even though it's summer, the weather had been horrific.

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Reece left before me as I was running late. Again. I truly have a problem with time management. I arrived at Cobham around 20 minutes after the guys were supposed to be there, and I was thrilled to see maya sat under the shelter on the grass next to where the guys were training. I ran over and gave her a hug, squealing and gaining some laughs from the guys. We sat and gossiped for ages, and I told her everything that had been on my mind.

She listened intensely as I rambled on about my crush on Cole, making small comments as ranted about his girlfriend.

After a while, I realised I had wrapped up warm but had chosen style over comfort. Rookie error. I forgot to bring a coat.

I couldn't ask reece as he didn't have one with him, I couldn't ask maya as she had hers on. Oh well, I guess I'll suffer with the cold and wetness of the rain.

Maya and I sat on the grass laughing at the boys mucking about in the rain. Watching them slip over and slide across the slippery and muddy grass. They were all covered in mug and were soaked through to the skin.

We walked inside to the cafe bit, and Maya and I went to our little corner and talked with hot chocolates in our hands. After a while, a short girl with blonde hair walked into the cafe and looked around as if she were looking for someone.

She approached me and Maya, and as she got closer, we looked at her clearly fake lips and just whole fake body. Who is this girl?

"Hi girls, have you seen Cole?"

There is no way that this is Cole's girlfriend. What the fuck? He's dating this thing that is standing infront of me.

"Hello? I asked you a question" she snapped her fingers in my face. How rude. I instantly decided I hated this girl and pointed over to where Cole was sitting with some of the guys.

She strutted off and maya raised her eyebrows in disbelief

"Who the hell does she think she is?" she muttered

We stared at her as she waltzed upto Cole, planting a huge kiss on his lips and sat on his lap. He clearly looked uncomfortable at all the affection she was suddenly giving him and looked back at the guys, carrying on his conversation.

As we stared some more, I noticed Cole looking over at me a few times. Wait, no. He was probably looking out the window. I'm being delusional.

"Dude, sienna, Cole is staring at you for real,"

Was I thinking out loud, or was I that easy to read. As I looked up, sure enough, he was staring. I looked away as soon as his girlfriend gave me a dirty look.

After a while, Cole stood up and announced he was leaving to go home. His girlfriend was waiting impatiently for him to say goodbye to everyone. He glanced back at me and gave me a small wave to say bye and then turned away to walk off with his fake ass bitch of a girlfriend.

Once they had left, me and maya stood up and joined the rest of them. We sat down with everyone and joined in with their gossip about Cole's girlfriend

"They don't suit eachother" Ben muttered

I wanted to know who she was so I could stalk her on Instagram later.

"What's her name?" I asked, trying to sound casual

"I'm sure he said it was Ellie, or maybe amber?" reece questioned

Well that was helpful. Amber or Ellie or maybe even another name.

Noni scooched his chair over to me and whispered something under his breath. I couldn't quite hear him over the other guys talking so I lowered my head near to his mouth.

"Are you okay?"

Aw, that was sweet of him.

I shrugged and sighed and I think he got the message that I was indeed not fine. It felt petty and pathetic but seeing Cole with that girl made me mad. Not just because she's with my man but because he looked so uncomfortable in her company. When he's with us he's always laughing and smiling but as soon as he laid eyes on her, he stopped smiling and went quiet.

I didn't want to assume anything and so I carried on talking with Maya about what our next modelling campaign was about.

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Just as we were about to leave, Reece came over and said that the boys were planning a holiday away, just for a week to recollect themselves and have one final week of freedom before going back to full time training and pre-season. He offered me and Maya to join them and we squealed with excitement and obviously said yes.

We later found out that they were planning to go to Spain, more specifically to Mallorca which was somewhere I had always wanted to go. I was more than excited and knew that I needed to start packing straight away. I had 2 weeks but a girl needs to plan.

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I drove home in pure excitement, ready to plan my suitcase and all the outfits I wanted to wear while on holiday. My mind overflowed with ideas but even though I was so preoccupied with thinking about the holiday. Cole was still there. Why can't this man just leave my mind alone and find another girl to fall head over heals for him. I then thought about his girlfriend. Do I really have to spend a week with that thing? I can't do that, especially if she's going to be all over the man I want.

I eventually got home after a short drive and ran upstairs to plan outfits. I chose out some bikinis, some shorts and tops, and 2 hoodies just incase I get cold. Somehow I always manage to be cold even then it's summer. I still had loads of packing to do but I flopped on my bed and spent the rest of the evening scrolling through tiktok.

*authors note*
hi guyss!! i hope you like the story so far:)
what kind of things should happen on the holiday? drama? arguments? romance?
thankyou for reading, i genuinely appreciate everyone who reads my story<3