A MAN TO HONOR

chapter twenty one

Kailah

I feel transported into the clouds, each of his thrusts propels me towards another dimension, another world, my fingers sink into his back, our bodies ignite, he takes me deeply, passionately, the sensation of his sweaty, bare skin against mine is so good to me, I'll never get tired of it...

I feel his hard and powerful length moving feverishly back and forth inside me, guiding me towards an orgasm like no other

I open my mouth, searching for air, but not for long because his mouth comes to seize mine with passion, together we move to the rhythm of this frenzied dance, this fire which consumes us, we are not fucking , we're making love
he is making love to me...

And it's the first time that someone has taken me so far, so high

How am I going to resign myself to let this guy leave the day he'll announce to me that he has found the woman of his life? 
I'm not supposed to get attached, I'm not supposed to be addicted...but just like I went a whole year without sex just because no man could match his perfection
I wonder if after all that we're going to share, if I'm not just going to spend my whole life without sex once he's not with me anymore

I close my eyes, moving my hips in unison with his thrusts

Now is not the time to think about what hasn't happened yet or how miserable my sex life will be once he gets married

It's not the moment to think...

I scream as my nails dig deeper into the flesh of his back, my toes twist, my body shook in a violent tremor, I cum abundantly, lord... it's violent, it's intense
I have never had such a great orgasm, he in turn came a few seconds after me, which made him tense up while moaning in a hoarse voice

He falls into my arms and stays still for a few seconds before rolling onto his side pulling my limp, trembling body into his arms

I can no longer feel my limbs, my racing pulse makes me feel deaf, I struggle to catch my breath, but it was so damn good...

He holds me in his arms, his breathing heavy but still manages to control it, he is way stronger than me though

He kisses my forehead gently

I think I'm starting to like when he does this

Silently I snuggle into his arms

" Tae..." I murmur after I calm down a bit

" Angel? "

Don't get married any time soon, I wish I could tell him

But it would be way too daring from me

I have to accept the fact that our situationship isn't supposed to last forever

Otherwise, it's not a situationship

But I can't imagine one day, a woman will be the one he'll give these toe-curling orgasms

I wonder what is she going to look like

I wonder what is his ideal type

Well...I just know the answer won't have any similarity with me

If only I wasn't afraid of Love...

If only I wasn't traumatized

If only...

But maybe if I wasn't I wouldn't have had time to meet him cause I would've been happily in love with someone else, but who knows?

My eyes fall closed, exhausted, I fall asleep into his arms

When I woke up, Taehyung was still sleeping by my side