A MAN TO HONOR

chapter forty

Kailah

I run outside the mansion and I immediately see Jungkook and Bellatia standing outside, probably waiting for what was going to come out from that conversation

" Kailah? " Says Bellatia when she notices me crying

I don't stop walking fast and she follows me

" Kailah stop...I can't run after you "

" Then just leave me alone "

" Stop damn it "

I stop walking and I immediately burst into tears

My shoulders tremble violently as I bend down, unable of holding it back any longer

I cry as the pain kneaded my stomach

Bellatia takes me in her arms and I cry on her shoulder

" I...I..."

" No need to talk right now "

The cold wind coming after the rain earlier hit us

" Let's take a seat " she says as we walk together towards the outdoor metal benches in her beautiful garden

I take a moment to calm down before I speak

" It's officially over..." I utter

" I'm sorry to hear that " she responds, comprehensive

" I almost... gave up you know, when I saw him, when he touched me, hugged me...I almost...I almost gave up "

" It's clear that you really love him so much, and I think he loves you too "

" But it's not enough "

" Enough for what?  I mean...look at you right now? You are saying that you don't want to suffer anymore, but you think you'll stop suffering after you break up with him?? I'm sorry but you don't seem happy to me "

" Bella..."

" Kailah listen...I personally don't know Taehyung, but I know you...and he makes you happy, the only way for you to be happy is actually to be with him "

" I can't be with him when the entire world just wants to tear us apart, I don't have the strength to fight back "

" Maybe if you let him fight with you, you'll be stronger together, you cannot just make the decision for yourself, you were in a relationship together, you decided to break up without his consent " she says

" I just want him to be happy "

" You really think he'll be happy? Really? "

" You don't know either so just stop lecturing me " I shout

" I can do whatever I want, you two are just destroying a beautiful love story " she shouts back

" Why do you care? It's my life, I'm the one to decide what I'm gonna do with it or not, why are you taking this so personal right now ? "

" Cause I'm pregnant " her voice resonates loud in the silence of the night

My eyes widen, surprised

" You...?"

Her eyes filled with water as she nods slowly

" You're pregnant? " I repeat, happy for her

She nods again and I take her in my arms

" Ooh...oooh my..."

" Stop, I don't wanna ruin my makeup " she says, wiping her tears away

" Does Jungkook know? " I ask when I let go of her