A MAN TO HONOR

chapter thirty

Taehyung

the moment i saw those suitcases open on the living room floor, filled with carefully repackaged clothes, all my good resolutions flew away, i forgot the real reason for my coming here to her place... why is she leaving?

Because of me?

Is she really that against the idea of being with me, to the point of leaving totally?

She looks at me and smiles

This smile of her heals all my wounds

I forgot about the decision I made yesterday night, I just realize that I won't be able to live without her

Not even a day

I don't care, if she doesn't want my love

I'll be in that situationship forever

" How are you doing? " She asks

" Kailah...I asked a question first "

She shrugs nonchalantly as she kneels down in front of a brown suitcase, organizing some cosmetics in

" Yes, I'm leaving..." She replies quietly

" Where? Why? Why this sudden decision? Is that because of me? Of what happened? "

She laughs softly, amused

Lord! I love her

I'm not going to leave her alone

I'm sorry for my brain, but my heart is winning

I'm stupid, I know...

" I'm only leaving for a week or two for my grandma's birthday, it's not a sudden decision " she says softly

" And... you're only telling me about it now? " I ask, a bit offended

She looks at me

" I'm not leaving until monday, I wanted to tell you last night, but..."

Her phrase dies on her lips as her eyes saddened

" Kai..." I start

" Taehyung, about last night, I'm sorry "

I sit down next to her, on the colorful patterned carpet floor

" What are you apologizing for? I'm the one who crossed the line " I say as I take her hand in mine

" But my reaction wasn't really mature, you were right, feelings aren't things we can control, It's not your fault "

I smile tenderly at her

" To be honest with you angel, I wouldn't try to control them either even if I could, I love being in love with you "

She blushes adorably, that makes her look so cute

Ahh this woman is going to be the death of me

" Tae...I want us to stop the situationship "

My eyes widen as my heart skips a beat

Why do I feel ravaged while saying this was also the reason why I came here?

" Kailah..."

" I want a... relationship "

My eyes widen even more

She...what?

" What? " I utter, flabbergasted

My heart beats faster

Kailah, my Kailah...

She wants us to be dating? For real? So we can be doing real couple things?