dangerous curves -Lando Norris (English Version)

Part 78: mixed feelings.

''Of course, miss...'' the waiter responded amiably.

Taking one more look at this waiter, he was quite handsome. His curly and brown hair and his sea blue eyes. I pushed down a small smile. As I looked around, I saw Lando's gaze, which first penetrated me and now lay cold-heartedly on the waiter. I rolled my eyes.

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Darkness falls over Monaco and the moon shines brightly. A while ago, I said goodbye to the others and retired to the deck of the yacht to gaze up at the enchanting starry sky. The cold rushed over my dress and my body. The sound of the sea made a melody.

''amalia...'' his voice rang out, interrupting the silence around me.

My body turns slightly towards his.

''Yes...'' I respond quietly.

''May I sit with you...just for a moment?'' he asks cautiously.

''Fine with me...'' I respond and turn my eyes back over the dark ocean.

A warm, cozy blanket now covers my cold shoulders and my free back. His figure sits down next to me.

''Thank you...'' I respond quietly.

''It's beautiful here...'' he says quietly.

''That's it...no worries...just silence and peace...'' I reply.

''amalia...'' he began, but stopped.

''You look so beautiful today...this dress is made for you...'' he finished his sentence.

Moved, my eyes now settled on him.

''I'm serious...you're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen...'' he continued to talk to me as I wasn't really talking to him.

''yet I'm not good enough to listen to me and forgive me for a stupid kiss...'' I spoke back to him.

Silence fell.

''What do you expect from me? It's bad enough that you kissed another man ... but that it was Matteo is even worse...'' he revealed his feelings to me.

''How many times do I have to explain to you that I only did this to help you? But you only ever see the bad in people, especially in me...'' I argue.

''Sure, you have to justify your actions somehow..but face it, there's no justification for it and you made a mistake..and I don't give a shit if you did it to help me..you fucking kissed another man!'' his voice gets louder.

I take a deep breath.

''Like you hid from me that you had sex with Vanessa...just to get me around that night? '' I'm getting meaner now.

''One has nothing to do with the other...you made a mistake and won't admit it because misses perfect don't make mistakes...'' Lando replies.

''It wasn't a fucking mistake, because it was averting your hate wave, damn it...'' my voice is getting louder now too.

''We're going round in circles, amalia, and I'm sick of it...'' he says quietly now.

''you've already made your point that we're through with each other...you can leave me alone now...'' I reply, turning my eyes back to the darkness.

''Do you seriously think that's it with us? There will always be something going on between us..and damn it, there's no way I want to leave you alone, amalia...'' Lando argues against it again.

''It's too exhausting, Lando...'' I keep my eyes on the ocean.

His warm fingers bring my face to his.

''that exactly describes love, amalia..our love is exhausting because we chose it to be..do you seriously think I'm going to give it up that easily? No.'' he spoke softly.

My eyes remained fixed on his.

''But you will never forgive me for that kiss with Matteo..so it's not worth it anymore, lando...'' I answered honestly to him.

''I forgave you for the kiss at that moment...I'm just still angry because you did it behind my back and lied to me about it. That casts doubt on your trustworthiness, amalia...'' he said.

''Say something, amalia...'' his voice softened when I didn't answer, but my eyes spoke walls.

''what do you want to hear...'' I whisper back, being caught in his eyes.

''what do you want? Stop or fight...? Do you still want 'us'?" he responds softly again.

''I do...I want you...'' I whisper.

His hands rest against my cheeks. Unexpectedly, his face comes close to mine and he places his lips on mine. I immediately return the kiss, his lips warming my cold lips. Again and again our lips complete each other, his hands on my cheeks giving my face additional warmth. This kiss is full of emotion. Breaking off the kiss on his part, he kisses my sprained wrist lightly.

''I'm sorry that I hurt you, amalia...'' he whispers.

Unexpectedly, before I could react, he simply disappears. Confused, I looked after him, unable to get a single word out. What do you want, Lando Norris?

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It's nighttime and the waves outside the yacht are soothing, while my thoughts are never ending. So I'm still lying awake at three o'clock, staring outside my window as I'm snuggled up in my blanket.

*knock knock*

''Yes...?'' I ask quietly, but I don't move at all.

Someone quietly enters the room and closes the door behind them.

''Amalia?'' I hear his deep, quiet voice unexpectedly.

Moved, I look at how you are standing in the moonlight, bare-chested.

''Why are you here?'' I ask, tired and exhausted.

''To talk to you...may I come closer?'' he responds gently.

Exhausted, I sit up, wrap the blanket around my cold body and catch sight of him again.

''Yes, please sit down...'' I reply quietly.

He now sits down in front of me, on the edge of my bed.

''I'm an idiot, amalia..forgive me for just running off after the kiss..I don't know why myself..maybe I got scared..I don't know why..and I know I hurt you again..I'm so sorry, amalia..'' he says softly, though I could tell he was lurking underneath.

My hand touches his. Now my eyes settle on mine.

''Are you still scared, lando?'' I ask him softly.

''yes..but my feelings for you are stronger..fuck my fear..i just want you to finally be my girl again, amalia...'' lando responds sincerely.