a new era of me

~its my party~

August 11th.

It never does really feel like my birthday, ever. Sure, Yes I have my friends, I have my boyfriend but I always feel alone on this day. I miss my mother, she always said on my 18th birthday she'd continue the tradition of her giving me roses on my birthday.. And give me the family locket.  I didn't get either from her.  Instead Luna had began to continue the rose tradition for me, which I appreciated a lot. My so called father stole the locket years ago. I would love to express how much I hate that disgrace of a man but it's hard to word out. I can't help but wonder where he is now. I hope he's dead.

Today fucking sucks.

Percy and I have gotten into several arguments because he absolutely hates how I'm friends with Draco. Like I practically live with Draco, So what the fuck does he want me to do?! It's so fucking idiotic, and down right hypocritical. I never say shit about him hanging around with whore of the century, Daphne. Merlin he's trying to do this to me on purpose I swear.

percy 💙

Seriously Adi.
You're doing your little birthday thing at Draco's?!
I told you I don't like his ass being around you.

percy can you fucking drop it
i told you MULTIPLE times , draco and i
are NOTHING
but you and daphne being all close is okay right?.

Omfg
You're so fucking crazy istm.
Daphne is my best friend
so stop being such a crazy bitch.

fuck you percy.
go fuck yourself
and die in  a ditch with that stupid slut  daphne.
you really have to act like this  on my birthday?!

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I absolutely can not today. But it's whatever, it's whatever, it is absolutely whatever. It's a cycle and I couldn't care less. I have bigger things to worry about such as school starting soon.  But things shouldn't be too bad since I have Draco and Luna of course.

Draco and I met in our fourth year, but we didn't get close until our fifth year, or well that's when we got super close. He introduced me to his friends which I thought was scary as hell, I remember feeling so weird and out of place. I got along well with Pansy super well, she was super welcoming, which was surprising since she liked to make fun of people at some points, the others were too but she was super easy to talk to.

I began talking more after that, I stopped being all shy and quiet, Draco helped me out of my shell and even supported me with a place to stay, that started during sixth year, so that meant no more girls home. His mother was so nice to me, it felt strange. Almost like I was getting taunted. Besides that, Draco was like a brother to me. It felt so unreal that he was so nice to me, I know he's an ass at moments but he isn't all bad. I wish Percy understood that.

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I laid in bed wondering what the fuck before Draco bursted in

"HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY" He celebrated.

I smiled, this idiot i swear

"Thank youuuu" I replied smiling and getting off of my bed.

I walked towards him and hugged him, he wasn't one for hugs but he knew I needed it.