a new era of me

~again~

~Mattheo Riddle~

~September 14th~

Quidditch practice.

Again.

With the Ravenclaws.

Again.

So I would have to see Hawthorne.

Again.

I didn't want to go though, the group had planned a studying day and Rosewood would be there. I wanted to see her for some reason, which bothered me.

She consumed me, fully.  Thoughts and all, which was something I didn't want to deal with.

I got off of my bed, undressed and tossed my clothes to the side.  I quickly changed and put my shoes on.

My drawing notepad laid on my desk, I debated on leaving it or taking it with me.  I wouldn't have much time to draw while practice, maybe after. Fuck it, I grabbed my Drawing pad and shoved it into my bag.

I left my dorm, tried to make my way as quickly as I could to the great hall.  When I got there, Draco was there.  We both grabbed apples, he preferred green I preferred red.

"Ready for practice?" I asked.

"Hell yeah, you better not lose your shit this time," He laughed.

I scoffed and flipped him off.  "Oh fuck off, I didn't even—"

"Definitely lost it, and for some dumb ass reason," He muttered.

We continued to talk while walking into the locker room.

"Oh Merlin Pucey! Cover your arse for fucks sake!" I groaned as I covered my eyes and averted my view.

Man's had his ass out.

In the locker room.

Butt bare in view.

Disgusting, just disgusting.

Nope, it was repulsive.

I prefer that word actually, it sounds better too.

My teammates laughed, we continued to gather and get ready for practice.  Snape heard about my little "mess up" and decided it was another chance for us to have practice with the Ravenclaws again.

"Try not to go bat shit on Hawthorne again, yeah?" Enzo teased while slapping my back.

"Piss off and get the dick out your mouth," I scoffed as I tied my shoe.

"Yeah yeah whatever." He rolled his eyes while laughing.

We quickly got out to the pitch and started a practice game. I stayed far, far away from Hawthorne. I didn't want to deal with Rosewood and upset her or Snape.

Or my teammates at that.

Everything was surprisingly going fine, it was going good.  Everyone was getting along, no fighting, no nothing.  I think I was actually having some fun.