a new era of me

~xo~

loved loved loved last chapter!!

~September 4th~

So it turns out the party is tomorrow night.

Still not going, I feel too bad to go, as in I feel too guilty.

I'd feel guilty going to a party Percy wouldn't attend.

I woke up with a massive migraine...

And the sudden urge to vomit, my throat even burns.. What the fuck.

I turned my head and there was Pansy, leeching onto me as she slept. I honestly had a very fun night. I never did have those when I was younger, as in sleepovers.

I untangled out of Pansy's grip, this girl is strong. I had then tried to shake her awake, nothing.  This girl could sleep honestly.

I put the blanket over her and stood up, before leaving her dorm and trying to my way towards my dorm.

I checked around in the slytherin common room as I snuck out. Suddenly I feel someone grab onto my shoulder.

"Who'd you sleep with?" Draco whispered.

Why is he whispering it's like 5 am.. Or well maybe that's why.

"What??" I asked confused.

"You're in the slytherin common room... I'm curious," He went on.

"And you assumed I slept with someone.. First absolutely not never ever will. Second Percy and I broke up so why would I go at some guy already?? I'm not Daphne for fucks sake." I continued, very annoyed.

"Woah calm down birdbrain, I just thought you found rebound to get over that piece of shit you called a good boyfriend" He added, raising his hands in mock surrender.

I rolled my eyes and shook my head.

"You're idiotic. You don't need to ask stupid dumb ass questions." I retorted.

I didn't expect myself to say all that..

"Calm your tits because what the fuck is all that bitchy attitude for." He shot back annoyed.  "Glad you're sticking up for yourself but all that attitude towards me is bonkers." He continued.

I rolled my eyes and walked away. Merlin he's annoying.

"Could've at least said good morning!" He called out after me.

I flipped him off as I was walking and couldn't help but laugh at myself.

Got a little side tracked but that's okay. I continued to my dorm, breakfast starts at 6:30 so I have about an hour to shower and get ready.

I was infront of the commons room door, it spoke of a riddle, I don't think I like these annoying riddles.

"Who lived longer, the ghost or the poltergeist?"  The entrance knocker spoke.

I sighed, "A non being can never have been."

I read in the common room before going to my dorm, I love our common room, it's so airy and comfortable.

I HATE the stairs of the common room though so it has its ups and downs.

As I entered our dorm I noticed Luna was drawing, I waved then grabbed my towel and robe before going into the bathroom.

My head still hurts, icky.

I had to hurry and shower, breakfast starts soon and I can not miss it this time.

I am HUNGRY

I got out of the shower and washed my face, before exiting the bathroom and sitting on my vanity chair.

It was already 6 am and Luna had left already so I needed to hurry up and get ready.

I did my hair, down as usual.  Put my uniform on, grabbed my bag and everything I needed before heading to the great hall.

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Breakfast went by in a blur, all I remember blinking in breakfast then opening my eyes in D.A.D.A........ What the fuck is going on

I sit next to Draco, Pansy sits with Theodore and Luna sits by Blaise.

My brain hurts.

I feel weird and out of it.

I swear this class is very fucking annoying. The people in it of course. Especially that idiot Lorenzo. He's so LOUD. Don't even get me started on his man whore friend Mattheo, all he does is talk talk talk. He's smart but fuck, he's so dumb.

Anyway.

I swear there's something going on because why the fuck did class feel so short today??????

I don't even remember taking notes for it yet I did???

Odd.

"Sooo, are you going to the party?? Pansy told me you kept saying no but cmonnn, don't be boring," Draco whispered.

"don't be boring," Excuse me??? Draco can take his fake ass blonde hair and shove it up his ass.

"No. For the millionth time, I'm not going." I said firmly.

Class ended and I rushed out.

I wanted to talk to Percy, about us and if he's going to the party.

I saw him, "Percy!" I called out after him, I wanted to catch up to him.

He didn't turn around, he turned a corner.

I let out a groan and continued to follow him. I turned the corner and my heart fucking dropped.

There he was. Hugging and kissing Daphne. His stupid ass whore of a best friend.

What the actual fuck?!

It felt as the air was sucked out of the room.

I wanted, no needed to cry.

No.

I need to be strong. Well minded.

I can not let this get to me. Fuck him. Fuck her. Fuck all this shit.

I'm better than this.

Fuck it.

I'm going to that stupid ass party.

And I'm going to have an amazing ass time.

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AGHHH I LOOOVE LOVE LOVE THIS, how do we feeeeelllllll? -B