a new era of me

~the end of the day~

~Adaline Rosewood~

~September 24th~

We didn't break the contact. 

We just..

We just stayed there staring, it felt so odd.

It felt rather intimate.

We both looked away, I could feel my thighs subconsciously clenching.

Suddenly Percy's hand found its way to my knee, snapping me out of my thoughts.

These thoughts about Mattheo felt so wrong but so right? Just.. the thought of him, I was having these thoughts about a guy who clearly has some deep rooted hate for me.

This angered me.

Mattheo was a fucking asshole, he had all these fucking problems. Not even had, he has problems.

There was obviously something very wrong with me.

Something in me wanted him.

Some horrible twisted part of me.

Wanted him.

Him.

Mattheo Riddle.

I looked one at Percy then at Mattheo.

What the fuck is wrong with me.

God when will it be the end of the day??

The end of this class.

The end of this strange infatuation that I have with Mattheo.

I have a boyfriend for fucks sake.

A boyfriend who loves and cares about me.  Sure! Everyone knows our problems.  But we moved past that, he's changed, I've changed.  Everyone has fucking changed so I don't see the issue in our relationship.

All people do is talk, it is so fucking sickening.  I cannot stand it.

Mattheo Riddle is a piece of shit.  Mattheo Riddle is just a horrible manipulative conniving dickwad.  I cannot fucking deal with dumbass.  Mattheo riddle is a narcissistic asshole with an IQ of three.

I needed to get out of here and take a breather.

Percy turned to me as I rose to get up. "Hey, so-" He began before I cut him off.

"Not now Percy, I need water, I'll be back." I said quickly as I got up and made my way out the door. The professor paid no mind, thank Merlin.

I sighed and walked down the corridors, finally peace and quiet to my—

"Adaline!" Mattheo called out after me.

Are you fucking kidding me right now.

If he comes any— oh my god.

He approached me and reached out to me. "Hey, Adaline—"

"If you don't get your nasty ass away from me I swear to god." I said holding out a hand while taking a step back.