a new era of me

~wrong name~

~Adaline Rosewood~

"Hi I'm Percy, Percy Hawthorne," He introduced himself in an outgoing manner. He extended his hand out towards mine.

"... I'm Ad—" I began mumbling quietly before he interrupted me.

"What? I can't hear you, can you speak up??" He asked, he didn't sound mean but it came off as mean.

"I'm Adaline Rosewood."  I tried a bit louder.  Still wasn't loud enough.

He nodded hesitantly and shook my hand. "Luna talks a lot about you, well about you and the Nargles,"

I shook his hand nervously while nodding. He seemed nice, and talkative.

"Say you don't talk much.. Why's that? And your hair is really short, I like it," He said as he tilted his head to the side.

I smiled faintly.

He liked my hair.

We were still holding hands.. We both looked down and awkwardly laughed and pulled our hands away.  My face felt warm and I felt fuzzy.  He laughed again and smiled.

"Well it's really nice meeting you, Adaline." He expressed in a tease like tone.

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~September 11th~

I woke up still in Percy's bed.. And I dreamt about him, well.. It was more of a Deja vu? No, it was a memory of our first meeting.

I looked over at him, he was still fast asleep facing me. I got up off the bed to change into my clothing but as soon as I got up he woke up and grumbled.

"Where are you going...?" He mumbled groggily as he sat up on his elbows.

"Leaving.. I'm pretty sure I should leave after what we did, it's what you want right?" I replied as I went to grab for my clothing.

"No!—... No, please Adaline stay. I don't want you to leave," He protested softly.

"Are you sure..?" I hesitated.

I know we had that whole talk about us but I couldn't help but be a little skeptical over him wanting me to stay.

"I'm sure," He insisted as he patted a space on the bed next to him.

"Let me just change—" I began with a hint of nervous taking over me.

"Just grab one of my shirts," He cut me off, I grabbed a shirt from his closet and put it on.  It didn't smell like him,  it smelt like Daphne.  I knew it was Daphne's smell because I bought her the damn perfume.  I bought her it in 5th year, ever since I gave it to her, she loved it and always rebuys it.  It had a smell of lavender and honey, Daphne had worn this shirt.

I didn't want to bring this up and cause problems right when we were doing better, so I stayed quiet and tried to think of a more different and better approach. I got back on the bed and under the sheets while thinking of what to say.

"So.." I began slowly.

He raised an eyebrow curiously.  "Yeah?"

"You and Daphne?" I questioned carefully.

"What about us?" He asked as he looked off to the side.

"Are you... Um, are you both still together?? Like dating?" I hesitated but pushed through with my question.

"No?, I thought I had already told you that," He chuckled lightly.  "She's been.. Trying to get back with me, but I don't want her, I want you." He added.

He wants me?

"What?" I replied confused, I know we talked about this but hearing him say he wants me still shocked me.

"Listen Adaline, we don't and won't have to rush into this but I know for sure that I want you because I love you. I love you with my whole heart, and I always will." He whispered as he pulled me closer and squeezed my hands.

"Percy.." I murmured as I looked into his eyes searching for lies but seeing none. I saw truth, truth and only the truth. 

"Adaline I—" He tried but I cut him off.

I cut him off with a kiss to his mouth.  I straddled him and his hands made their way underneath the shirt I was wearing and up my back.  I found myself kissing his jawline.

He let out a small groan traced his hand down my back.  I kissed back up to his mouth and deepened the kiss, my mind consumed by thoughts of Riddle.

We both pulled back and he tugged my shirt over my head, tossing it to the side.  His hands slid up my sides, he kept his eyes on mine the whole time.  He pulled me back into a kiss, but everything about this felt off, as if something was missing.

As if someone was missing.

He was the one missing.

What.  No.  I shouldn't be thinking of this.

I pushed that away and continued kissing him, as if I couldn't get enough of him.  He pulled me closer by my hips, he laid all the way back and pulled away from the kiss and looked up at me.

"I want you," He mumbled.

"I'll give you just that." I muttered

He kissed him and positioned myself above him, I pushed down onto him and let out a small moan against his mouth.  He squeezed my hips and massaged them trying to give me a sense of comfort.

I put my hands against his chest and began to move my hips, moans seeping from both of our mouths.  He moved my hips to speed up my movements. 

"Adaline.." He groaned.

"Ri-.. Percy," I moaned as I arched my back slightly and tilted my head back.

Wrong name.

I almost moaned his name.

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I panted softly as I laid beside him, the only reason I came was because he who I won't give a name to, consumed my whole fucking mind.

We slept, he was rather worn out.  I traced my finger over his chest, I couldn't sleep one bit.  If anything I felt more awake than anything.  He looked pretty, and calming.

I missed this view but it seemed a little too peaceful.

I soon drifted off to sleep, the overwhelming sense of joy and peace washing over me.

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Smaller chapter!! But hooray, also I deleted my first book because I lost all ideas for it 🦈, I'm trying to update this book as much as I can.