a new era of me

~the morning after~

this chapter is gonna be a shorter chapter so i can switch into the next setting!! which is a time jump to either the night before or the first day of school

~The morning after-

Holy fuck.

I woke up with a migraine and the overwhelming urge to puke.

Pansy was gone, my outfit was changed?

And my phone was in my hand???

I don't remember shit besides..

Cake

Arguing

Percy

And...

Fire whiskey.

Oh my fucking merlin.

Suddenly my phone began buzzing in my hand.

6 🐍 1 🦅

ferret 🪄
I added Adaline

pansy 💄
GOOD, i need her number 🤗
esp after we talked

theodore 🗯️
okay cool

lorenzo 📓
can you guys quiet down??
my head is fucking POUNDING

me
what lorenzo said..

ferret 🪄
These are text messages you dumb fucks
Fucking idiots I swear...

11-1111
who the fuck is adaline 🧐

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I put my phone down and groaned.

I suddenly gagged, sat up and leaped out of my bed, running to the bathroom.

I immediately began to throw up as I got down in front of the toilet.

I had suddenly felt someone holding my hair back and I pulled back and looked up, It was Draco

"First hangover huh?" He chuckled.

"Fuck off.. I hope someone hexes you.. Or better turns you into a ferret again." I groaned before getting up and pushing him back weakly as I walked to the sink and began to rinse my mouth.

"Well maybe you shouldn't have drank so much last night" Draco sighed shaking his head.

"Well I don't recall how much I drank because I can't recall ANYTHING" I replied annoyed as I pushed past him and flopped down onto my bed.

"How about Percy? You remember the shit he said to you?" Draco began.

"Draco I'm fine." I insisted.

Because I was, I was fine. Stuff like this with Percy happened often but he never meant the stuff he said. It's my fault for even speaking up. I should've known better, I should've kept my mouth shut.

"Really? Really?? You're fine?? You were sobbing and shaking in Pansy's arms." He continued sternly. "That doesn't seem 'fine'." He went on.

"Fuck off already." I said shaking my head.

He's overreacting and it's CLEAR.

"Well if you want to be a dumbass in a bad relationship then go ahead." He ranted before storming off.

"You don't know anything about relationships because all you do is one night stands you ass!" I called out.

I slammed my door and scrolled on insta,
before grabbing my journal.

Draco acts like he knew what was good for me.

Percy's good for me.

Percy and I have small disagreements that's all. At the end of the day it's my fault, usually and mostly my fault. Which isn't surprising, I overreact too much. We have a very contentious relationship. People, specifically Draco, don't understand that I'm complacent with the way things are.

I miss Luna, we haven't spoken much.  I mean I got a happy birthday text from her but I just miss her in general. 

I absolutely do not want school to start. 

It's so fucking draining, every day is a loop or just a repeated cycle that's ingrained into my head.  I hardly have friends. I have Draco, he hangs out with his other friends more and yes I have Luna and Percy, but Percy's my boyfriend.  Then there's Pansy, we barely know each other.  I'm pretty sure Lorenzo is just trying to get at me or rather.. In me.  To try and make worth of me in his little point system, surely he doesn't want to be just a friend.  Theodore is.. Calm, nicer I guess but I dunno.  I'd LOVE to be their friends, they seem so fun while we're just boring.

I closed my journal and sighed. 

I yawned then slowly began to drift off.

Arguments with Draco were useless.

— VERY short chapter, 646 words (story wise) to be exact, next chapter will be a time jump and soon mattheo will be introduced into the storyline -B —

also if there's any misspelt shit ignore that i'll fix it when i wake up it's literally 2:13, im half asleep