a new era of me

~first glance~

i love to see that my book is actually getting views!! i post tiktok's for this book on burntnorton13 🤗

so this is like a filler chapter so i could move onto them actually being in school ☝️

~August 31st~

We go back to school tomorrow which is something I'm not extremely excited about.

Like not at all, I just can't stand it.

Pansy and Draco told me that I need to learn how to stand up for myself, but just doing that makes me slightly nervous. They said I shouldn't give a fuck about what people say to me and I should say better.

Over the last weeks of break Pansy and I had gotten closer.  She's not as bad as people make her out to be honestly.  Not bad as Percy made her seem.

I got up and took a quick shower, Draco's parents had said we're old enough to go supply shopping on our own. Draco's father scares the shit out of me.  His mother seems to have a very benevolent attitude towards me, which is very kind of her but hurts so bad.

Reminds me of the mother that I'll never have. 

She's a sweet and kind woman towards me, which is something that should make me feel happy yet it makes me a bit mad at some points.  It's strange.

I almost forgot I was in the shower, because the water had turned cold.

"oh merlin!" I yelled turning off the water and getting out of the shower.

I nearly slipped getting out.

"Oh my fuck.." I muttered shivering slightly.

The Malfoy Manor was overall very cold so the cold shower made it worse.

I got to my room, dried up then changed.

I did my hair then went over to Draco's room.

"Dracoooo" I sighed, knocking on his door.

There was no reply so I just walked in.

"GET THE FUCK OUT!" He screeched.

Oh my gods.

DRACO WAS BLEACHING HIS HAIR?!

"NO WAY NO FUCKING WAY, WAIT TILL PAN-" I began laughing.

"Adaline I swear to merlin." He warned.

I couldn't help but continue laughing

"You will not tell a fucking soul about this." He demanded.

"There's no way, you BLEACH your hair?!" I said laughing, slapping my knee, which was something I did that annoyed people.

He rolled his eyes and scoffed.

"Get the fuck out of my room, birdbrain." He demanded embarrassed and angrily.

"Someone's moody.." I muttered before leaving his room.

I sighed and went to my room.