a new era of me

~too far~

~Adaline Rosewood~

~September 14th~

Percy and I woke up together, after we cleaned up I had stayed over and we kind of...

Well.

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I cried out Percy's name when the only name that seemed to occupy my mind was Riddles.  Not even his last name, it was his wretched first name.

Mattheo.

I fucking hate him and here I am thinking about him under me instead of Percy.  Thinking about him gripping onto my hips and guiding me instead of Percy.

This was ridiculous, utterly ridiculous.

I need to clear him from my head all at once.  This has gone way too far and I cannot stand it.

Way too far.

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Yeah no, it was a while. I quickly got up, kissed his cheek and made my way out of the dorm so I could get to my dorm. I needed to get ready for studying with the group.

Percy has quidditch practice so I couldn't spend much time with him.

I little part of me was hoping for Riddle to be there. While a big part of me was hoping he was far, far away from there.

I got to my dorm and quickly changed into a pair of leggings and threw on an old Ravenclaw jumper. I slipped on a pair of slippers and made my down to the library.

As I entered I noticed it was just Pansy? And Ter- Tessa?

I approached them with my books in hands, "Morning.. Where's the rest of the group?" I asked confused.

"Quidditch, they have practice against the Ravenclawes," Pansy sighed. "I tried, I wanted them to study,"

I sat down and shrugged, as soon as I sat down, I was questioned.

"So, what's going on between you and Enzo?" Tessa asked curiously.

Pansy shot Tessa a glare, trying to be discreet.  Tessa scoffed and kept her gaze on me.

"Nothing?" I replied looking off to the side.

"Are you sure?? Because you two seem pretty... Close, and the things I hear say otherwise." Tessa remarked, her voice filled with annoyance and something I couldn't place.

"Tessa really?!-" Pansy scoffed annoyed.

"Let her speak." I insisted as I returned my gaze towards Tessa. "I am very sure, and I wouldn't say we're close. We're just friends and I'm not sure what you're hearing but I'm pretty sure it's false." I added with a small laugh.

Pansy was awkwardly quiet, she looked in between us not sure of what to say.

Tessa looked mad, which okay? The fuck. She started up with some bullshit so she can go fuck herself then die in a hole.