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× Things we lost and things we found×

Angst ( and a little fluff at the end,)
(Jimmy centric)
TW: Accident, D€ath, mention of d€ath, su€side thoughts, su€side attempt, grief, panic attacks, swearing (more? I might miss something- if I didn't please tell me )

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Jimmy woke up with an awful headache and pain in every part of his body. He didn't know where he was or what time it was. Everything around was too bright, to white.

The last thing he remembered was driving home with Scott.
It was their wedding anniversary and Scott took him to the café when they had their first date.

Jimmy could dream of anything more. He had an amazing life, a lovely husband and a bright future with him by his side.

He remembered a flash of lights as they were driving back and the sound of car horns and sirens far away.

A then darkness...

-

Jimmy heard a door open and then loud gasp.
"Timmy? Omg Timmy you're awake!"

Someone ran to him and hugged him.
Jimmy couldn't see their face but he knew exactly who that was - Grian.
But what he was doing here and where was here exactly.

Then another footsteps came.
Two voices he recognised - Pearl and Martyn and one unknown to him.

They were talking but Jimmy felt his eyes closing again.

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"Where am I?" Jimmy blinked a few times to adjust to the brightest.

There were his siblings( Grian and Pearl)sleeping on the edge of the bed? he was in. He could see them now.

" You're in hospital Jimmy. You were in coma for quite a bit..we weren't sure if you would even wake up."
Martyn said, Jimmy only noticed him standing in the corner of the very white room.

"Coma? What? ... What happened?"

He felt Grian's head moving.
"Tim?"

"It's me." Jimmy tried to smile but he failed.
Grian was crying and soon Pearl woke up to,she was crying too.
They hugged him and they didn't want to let go.

"What happened.?" Jimmy replied weakly. Grian wasn't that kind of guy who just cried, he tried to hide his emotions.

"You were in a coma."

"Martyn told me but -"

"For a whole year..." Pearl finished.
Jimmy's voice cut out, he was speechless.

" There was a car accident... it's a miracle you've survived." Martyn said softly but there were saddles in his voice too.
Jimmy started heading a ringing noise.
There was only one question in Jimmy's mind.

"Where's Scott?"
Jimmy looked as his siblings expression changed.
He didn't need to hear the answer.

"No...he couldn't...I .. He Can't Be!" Jimmy yelled, tears falling down his cheeks." He couldn't leave me... now yet.."

" We're so sorry Jimmy... They couldn't save him.."

"The paramedics said he died from the hit... "

"No no nononONONONO!" Jimmy couldn't breathe, his vision got blurry.

"Martyn!"Grain looked but Martyn was already gone to bring the doctors.

He and Scott were supposed to live happily together till they were very old.

Scott couldn't be dead...
He can't be..

Scott can't be gone.

Jimmy still remembers the day when Scott promised him that he'll be there for him forever and always. That was his wedding promise.