Before we go

Chapter nineteen

Lexys POV

I wake up with an empty bed beside me. I sit up quickly because I get scared he has left. I run out into the den of the hotel and no one is there. Niall's not eating Liam isn't telling him to stop eating so much. No one is there. I go to everyones room and no was there either. It's like everyone  fell off the face of the earth. I walk into the kitchen and see something on the counter. The note says:

hey sweetheart,

the boys and I are at the store, we should be back in an hour. I love you so much.

love, Louis

I put it down and walk into the living room. I sit down and start to stare off, thinking about what I am hiding. What im really hiding. No one knows about what I have been through since I was little. I don't think Louis even knows. Well I think im going to tell them today. If I can get through it..

I am suddenly broken from my trance with a jolt because the doors open. Louis runs into the room with a worried look on his face. When he sees me a look of relief flies across his face. I give him a confused look. He comes over and grabs me by the waist and cuddles me closer.

"Babe what's wrong?" I ask and he breathes in my scent.

"Thought you left. Was scared. Need you." He couldn't form coherent sentences so that's what I got from his response. I wrap my arms around him and he impossibly brings our body closer. We stay like that for a little while until I pull away.

"It's time I tell you and the lads something. I'm not sure if you know but it's safe to say that you don't." I say seriously. He lets go of me and the boys walk back into the room. I guess they went into the kitchen to give us some privacy. "It's something I haven't told anyone, and it's scary to say that." I continue.

"What is it?" Louis sits down and so do the lads. I take a deep breath and close my eyes.

"When I was younger, a little before I met you Louis, I was a victim of some very terrible violence. My father was abusive and my mother was just starting her new job. He would watch me through out the day and I never thought he would lay a hand on me. He did things to me that a father should never do to a child. Touching me in the wrong places. When my mother would come hom-" I get choked up, "h-he would hide what he did to me but one night my mum found everything and threatened to leave. He said that he needed us and promised to stop. But the next day he beat me so hard that I had to be taken to the hospital. After that day he left, and then when I met Louis he was just coming back into my life. He said that he changed and that he wasn't the same person. We believed him and here we are today. I'm a suicidal and broken child who is trying to fix what was broken in the first place." I finally finish and open the eyes that I never thought were closed. The boys all had tears in heir eyes, Niall and Louis bawling. Louis crawls over to me and pulls me into him and cries into my shoulder. I then broke down again and we just hold each other. Once my sobs die down, I can here the other lads' sobs course through the room. I get off the couch pulling Louis with me and walk over to them and they all crowd around me crying as I hold on to as many as I could. I never thought I would tell this to them but I am so happy I did. I no longer have this weight on my shoulders.

"Baby, I am so sorry, I wish I was there. I love you and will never let anything happen to you. Even though were young I would have tried to help. I'm so sorry." Louis say when we all pull away. I nod and kiss him on the lips.

"How about some take out and a good comedy?" I ask my crying still evident but the light heartedness there. They all cheer and wipe their eyes and smile at me.

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I AM SOOOOO SORRY FOR THE VERY LATE UPDATE BUT I HAD WRITERS BLOCK! Thank you so much for being so supportive.

Thank you my little ninjas.

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