Before we go

chapter 14

FLASHBACK

"daddy?" a 6 year old lexy called out to the mid-aged brown haired man standing at the top of the stairs.

he turns around and looks at me. "yes hunny?"

"why is mommy crying?"

"well, sweetheart daddy is leaving for a while. he doesn't know when he will be back but he loves you very much. you be a good girl for mommy, and remember that daddy will be back when he can okay?" he says to me and I nod with tears in my eyes.

"don't go daddy. I don't wanna have to miss you when you can be here, home with me."

"whenever you miss me go to the cliff I showed you. or the tree that we love so much okay? I will always be with you hunny. I love you." and with that he kisses my forehead and turns around and walks down the stairs and into the crisp night air.

FLASHBACK ENDS

I sit in my little room and bawl my eyes out. I cry for my dad, I cry for my mom. I cry for the depression I'm in. I cry for putting Louis through all that I have. I cry for making the boys suffer for who I am. I cry for all that I have done to everyone ever. I don't see why in still alive.

with those thoughts I send a text to the boys. I tell them that I love them but I cant put them through anything anymore. I tell Liam niall zayn and harry to take care of Louis, uncle simon, and james for me. also that I will be always be with them. I go to my old room. everything the same way I left it. I walk over to my closet. i close my eyes and open the doors to it. inside waits the rope i was going to use the very first time i decided to try to commit suicide. it was when i was in 10th grade, i was getting bullied even more, even though that i had Louis by my side everyone still hated me. Louis found me trying when he walked into my room after school. but i don't go for the rope. i go for the pills and the razor that i had hidden in here. i sit down and start taking the pills one by one. i then slit my wrists, and repeat the process. close my eyes and the last thing i hear before slipping into unconsciousness is someone screaming my name.

Louis POV

"LEXY!" I shout. i gotta get her to the hospital. is all i think when i pick her up. i put her in the back seat of the car that i had and speed towards the hospital. a cop started to follow me but i didn't care, my girlfriend is almost dead and i need to get her to the hospital. i go straight to the emergency doors and i hop out. i take her out of the back seat and i take her into the hospital. i call out for help and nurses come to help at once. i tell them what she did and they take her away from me. i turn around to find the officer almost in tears.

"that's true love right there son. you went 70 above the speed limit just to get her to the hospital. not even thinking of the cop behind you. i should give you a ticket but i wont, because that is surely amazing." he says and i smile.

i sit down in the waiting room and after about 1 hour and 45 minutes a doctor comes out and looks straight at me. i see the look in his eye and.........

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CLIFF HANGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey guys, sorry its been a while since i last updated and i know that this is short but i have had major writers block. i hope my fellow writers know how it is. i got to go soooo

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~lexy<3