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Chatper 26 : Spectacular Now

"BRIANNA!"

I groan, pausing the movie look both ways on Netflix, and shout back,"WHAT?"

"YOU NEED TO COME SEE THIS." Rayden shouts really loud

"NO" I shout

"ITS IMPORTANT."Rayden shouts back, I groan

I stand up and walk out of my room, I see Aunt Beth coming from her room--"NO SHOUTING IN THE DAMN HOUSE!" She shouts to us before going back into her room

I think she is trying to sleep, because her nightshifts has her on her feet all night. This is the only night she gets off, we barley see her or hear from her and it sometimes worry me even though it might not seem so--we really don't need to lose someone else again.

I walk downstairs, and I see Rayden and Ryder sitting in the living room staring at the tv with different expressions on their faces.

I frown, walking to them placing my gaze on the TV.

The International City News

Good evening citizens of Rydale City, this is your city news, Today is the death anniversary of the two biggest deaths that ever happened in Rydale City

The Anderson family and The Collen Family, We send our deepest concern and prayers.

Rachel and Bradley Anderson and their son--Brandon Anderson
Ricardo Collen and his son--Richard Collen

Our love and respect goes out for these memorable people. We will light candles tonight at 8pm and drop balloons anyone is welcome

Have a good day further on for those whom are alive today, and remember cherish every moment with your special ones

International City news

We never discussed this, but Richard died the day my parents & brother had their funeral, when Richard wasn't there by the funeral he was busy committing suicide--He couldn't handle the pain of losing his best friend--my brother--when he already lost his girlfriend and his unborn baby.

I learnt all about this after everything and I cried when they told me the story. We never talked about it again, because we vowed to never talk about the ones we lost ever again.

Uncle Ricardo died from an heart attack, and that was when it was my first year living with them. It was terrible, because we saw it, we were there and we couldn't help him.

We do not talk about it, because it brings up memories and unnecessary feelings for all of us.

I DO NOT talk or think about my parents, NOT ONE BIT and I don't intend to.

I look at Ryder and Rayden, Ryder has an sad expression on but he immediately makes his face blank--He stands up and walks out of the house slamming the door loud

I look to Rayden, He has tears in his eyes but before they fall he drops his head to the floor crying silently. His silent cry lasts for about 2 minutes before he breaks out loud

Rayden starts to sob and cry loud, not caring who hears him or who sees him. He cries that painful cry and my heart clench when I hear that, I feel Tears come to my eyes but I hold them

I turn and walk upstairs, I walk to my room and shut it behind me. I breathe out and walk to my closet looking for something to wear

We cope differently, Ryder copes by driving out of the City just to go get wasted & high, Rayden stays inside of the house and cries whole day and Me? I do anything and everything to avoid feeling emotional.