Too Bad to be Bad | 18+

Chapter 46 : 7 minutes in Hell

A dream.

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FOREVER ALL MY LIFE WILL SHINE ON YOU, because when you came into my life I knew you were gonna help, I knew you were gonna try and love me, I knew you were gonna do what it takes to be with me.

What I didn't know..was that..I was gonna feel the same way, I didn't know that was gonna need you, I didn't know that you are the one for me, I didn't know that you gave me strength and power, until I lost you.

Because Family, love, is power..and I realized that..a little bit too late.

It feels like 120 hours in my mind, and All I'm getting are my thoughts.

Ive never felt so alone, I'm not scared, or afraid, no its nothing like that. I'm comfortable and calm..but..it's weird.

Alone, in darkness just with thoughts. All I can see is darkness.

I can remember what happened to me and I know why it happened...it all started with that argument I had with Apollo..im not getting into that right now. It can wait, I need to figure out how to wake up.

Just because my eyes aren't open, doesn't it mean I can't hear. I'm awake.

"So..uhrm...I wrote this..it's not a poem,or a story. It's just words put together for you..about you. I wrote it a long time ago...so I feel like I need to read it for you now." His beautiful velvet voice says

I can hear the pain in his tone, he probably has been crying because his voice is roary but I can hear him clearly.

"With tattoos and tears,
they write their own rules
Rebels at heart, they dance with fools
Their laughter echoes,
a contagious delight
A spark in their eyes,a fire in the night

They're the ones who dare, who take
the leap
Who shatter the glass,
and their own beat
Their souls are fierce, their spirits bold
They're the bad girls, with stories untold

They're not afraid,to take the road less traveled.
To dance with danger, make their own rules unraveled.
Their hearts are wild, their spirits free
They're the bad girls, and they're meant to be

So let their fierce flags fly, and their rebel hearts beat
For they're the ones, who make their own repeat
Their are bad girls and their here to stay
And they'll light up the night, in their own way.

Because she is the bad girl of my dreams" He ends off, sniffing slightly

I like it, it represents bad girls. I smile..he won't see it on my lips but I'm smiling.

Silence falls on him, before I hear him start to cry..again. I sigh shaking my head. He needs to stop.

"I'm sorry Brianna I'm sorry for everything, I....what was I thinking?listening to another people? And not my heart?? You know what I realized while not being able to breathe the same air as you? Is that I will always choose You." He says

I can feel him placing his hand on top of mine, I can feel his touch. The warmth, he was always warmer then me

"You've always been so cold" He says chuckling slightly, I was thinking the same!

''I just....wish..hope..that you can wake up, so that I can hold you until you get warmer." He says while placing a kiss to my head

"And I'm never letting you go ever." He says lowly, my heartaches for him

I feel so sorry that I treated him like shit, I've been pushing him away since we met, I've not been paying attention to him as much as I could've, I should've be nicer to him, treat him the same way he always treated me..