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Chapter 33 : Death is regular

[Soap Skin - Me and the devil]

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Sunday

That one good deed you did in life, or maybe it was two good things you did--it doesn't matter cause it won't stop you from still going to hell, You are still going to go burn.

There's no way to attend heaven when you've done unthinkable things, I mean I know I'm not going to heaven..no way, not with the blood and numbers I have on my hands

My gaze is fixed on the red dot that's on the scalp of the dummy which is by the far end of the training room.

"need I remind you..that you are pregnant."

I look at him, Raydens eyes wide of what he said. I tilt my head staring at Ryder

"Are you saying...that I am weak now?"I ask while loading the gun, I croak it and aim it to Ryder

He holds his hands up in surrender, I raise my eyebrow at him"dont make me give you another gun wound." I say

"Brianna- I was just saying be careful, you can't just be who you are anymore, you aren't just one person now you are two persons..people..you guys know what I mean." Ryder states out

I look at Rayden," what do you think about that?" I ask him, He pouts

"Why do you guys always involve me?" Rayden cries out, I narrow my eyes at Him

"Rayden."

He sighs,"Ryder is right Brianna, he just needed to say that alot more..nicer." Rayden says giving Ryder the stink eye, Ryder rolls his eyes

I shake my head, and grab the other gun from my thigh and hold it in the direction of Rayden. His eyes wide as his hands automatically flies up in surrender

"You fucking idiots, Do you guys even know me at all?" I say croaking the gun that's pointed to Rayden

"Are you gonna shoot us both?"

"If I have to..and if I feel like it then yes, I'll shoot you both." I say in all seriousness

but I'm lying, I'll never be the one to kill these two. They're all I have left and by looking at the expressions on their faces I can tell they know that.

"BRIANNA" That Familiar voice roars out

"Who the hell let you in?" I ask, looking at Ryder and Rayden

"We have no idea." Rayden says

"We've been here with you this whole time." Ryder states out, I roll my eyes.

"Brianna drop the guns, we need to talk." Aaron says as he walks to me 

"Okay." I say and point both of the guns towards him, He stops in his tracks. Ryder and Rayden chuckles

"We'll leave you two alone." Rayden says and grabs Ryder to walk out of the room

Leaving me alone with the father of my unborn child, this is so weird.

Father

Unborn child

Growing inside of me

And yet, I have no idea what the hell im gonna do--all I know is that I need to make a wise decision for me, the Mafia and this little bundle.

I'm gonna need to figure my shit out, huh Aaron was right...I do need to figure my shit out.

"Is there a reason why your still pointing the guns at me?" Aaron asks me