Chapter 47 : Secrets are what Keeps us close

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Can you feel it? That's my heart

MY HEART POUNDS every damn minute I see you, I hold my breathe every time you take a step closer to me, goosebumps appears on my skin when you touch me.

I'm in love with you, and I always will be.

She's sitting there in the wheelchair, laughing while Ryder is making some jokes, Rayden is laughing too with his hand resting on her shoulder.

They look like a happy family, but they not. They're are Thee Mafia family, bound to die in blood, bound to lose and love, bound to kill and maintain, bound to be the most feared people.

Alison walks to sit right by their side, I think she's feeling guilty or ashamed of her judgmental ways when it comes to Brianna, but they don't know..or they do know that they just don't knowledge it.

And if I'm honest with myself, My sister  fits perfectly well with this family..no matter how hard she is trying to deny it, or push it away..She fits with them. From her looks to her attitude. And I know Brianna, Rayden and Ryder can see it they just don't say but they see it..and they're waiting for her to welcome herself to the family.

It's a New day, Today is Sunday. Tomorrow is Monday and that means back to school. Our summer break is busy ending and We are attending school for 2 more weeks and then we are done with school.

Our Graduation is right around the corner, They're calm and collective..me? I have no idea what I'm gonna do with a certificate or a diploma cause it's useless my faith is already sealed. My future is already sealed.

The Men of the Català Mafia are busy searching, asking, tracking for what happened on the day of the accident..They're busy working on it. I had to put them up to the job while I'll be attending school for the last 2 weeks..because of this..after that..my full attention is going onto The Mafia.

"Aaron"

I look at Ryder, He stands next to me leaning against the doorway.

"Since when do you smoke?" He asks when he sees the burning cigarette between my fingers

I don't but it helps with the nerves that always wants to creep up, making my anxiety hit strikes.

"School reopens tomorrow" I decided to say instead of answering him, He nods looking to his sister

"Yeah man, we know..but it doesn't mean shit to us. We have better things to worry about" Ryder states out

"I know what you mean, who knew I'd have all this responsibility huh.." I say shaking my head slightly

Ryder looks at me,"what other responsibilities do you have? All you have to do is go to school and learn maths..Maths is all responsibility you have" Ryder jokes out

I look at Brianna, Rayden and Alison are talking with her but her eyes are on me. She hasn't told anyone yet..as she.

She looks away from me, I frown, why did she look away from me? She never looks away from me.

"Yeah you're right, be right back" I say handing the cigarette to him and walk to Brianna.

"Alison, Ryder wants to speak to you" I say sitting down next to Brianna. She tense up when my arm touches her arm slightly

Alison huffs but stands up to walk where Ryder is standing, Brianna isn't looking at me she is looking at Rayden.

"Could you get me some water?" She asks him, He nods standing up and looks between us before he walks off

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