Chapter 41 : POV Victoria Arnold

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You never know what happens behind closed doors

"DEAR RAYDEN COLLEN I love you, and I will always love you but you've broken my heart into a million pieces and I never knew you could do that..until I felt it. You were my first everything and you will always be my first everything..And to be honest? I would come back to you in a heartbeat and that is insane..Because how can a girl go back to a boy who hurt her so much?? Huh? A girl that's in love can do that, crazy in love.

Things fallen apart for us, I don't know where it all went wrong. I don't..and if we can find where it went wrong we could fix it together. We always help, fix, save, take care of each other..in the most extreme ways possible. So How about we fix this?

Because I don't know about you but I want you back, I miss you, I wanna be with you, I tell people I'm over you, I act like I'm over you..But I'm not and I never will be. You're The Enzo to My Bonnie and I hope we will find our way back to each other again.

I love you Rayden Collen, no matter what you did, no matter why, no matter when, no matter how, I love you and always will." I read the letter out loud

To my sister, Savannah.

She is standing there in my doorway, A white spaghetti t-shirt on tight, revealing the small bump by her stomach and she is not afraid to show it, she has an pair of white sweats on and socks with slippers. Her hair is in a bun

"That's honestly beautiful Via, but urhm..Why? Why go back to him?" She asks me

"Isn't it obvious? Because I love him and I cannot without him. I need him" i say taking a few steps to her

"But you said he cheated on you..an-" She says but i cutt her off

"..You dont understand Savannah..but Rayden..is the guy every girl needs in her life, his the guy you wanna grow old with and have babies with, the guy you wanna marry, the guy you wanna help and take care of, The guy who treats you like a queen in public but beats the crap out of you in secret Because you never know what happens behind closed doors But THAT DOESNT MATTER BECAUSE YOU LOVE HIM TOO MUCH AND HE IS ALL YOU GOT AND ALL YOU WILL EVER HAVE."

Silence falls between us

"Victoria you need help" Savannah says and I laugh slightly

"Why would you say that Sis?" I ask her with a frown

"Because..you sound crazy and haven't you just heard what you said he did to you?" She asks me in disbelief

I frown,"i said nothing Savannah..Because you heard nothing." I say in all seriousness

She snorts, folding her arms,"Oh I heard right, and I can make that boy go to jail. Then you won't ever see him again" She says nodding

I shake my head repeatedly

"Oh..and in case nobody told you yet..but you see this?" She says pointing to the bump

"This baby, growing in me..is that abusive fuckers baby." She says angrily

I grit my teeth together, I did NOT need to hear that again.

"Yeah you already know so you have no chance with him whatsoever sis." She says loudly

I grimace, and push her. I pushed her so hard she starts to roll down the stairs of the house. The stairs has 12 steps. I just stand there and stare at how she rolls

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