Too Bad to be Bad | 18+

Chapter 42 : Because i can't feel anything

This isn't our first time around

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THINGS WE DON'T talk about anymore or things we don't think about, those things are the past.

All in our past because it's never mentioned again.

Victoria Arnold is sitting there on the couch, a glass of water in her hand, her gaze on the Black screen tv. No expression on her face

She's just as beautiful as she's always been, her curly hair loose, minimal makeup on, White dress representing angel, black wedges and jewelry on.

Rayden is lost for words as he has his face pressed against the wall, his back facing all of us. He doenst wanna be talked to, touched, or be disturbed. He just wants to close his eyes and lean on the wall

Me and Ryder are standing next to each other, looking at the ex couple--who is quiet in their own thoughts. They've been here for hours now and for hours none of them said a word.

Alison came to fetch Aaron, We didn't talk--Me and Aaron-- not since we had sex again because i was gone when he woke up, I was washing my body and putting on some new clothes leaving him to sleep.

I don't know when Aaron is gonna come back , but one thing I know is that He has some heavy responsibilities waiting for him so I don't accept him to always be around me from now on

I haven't told my brothers yet, and now is not the right time

"Do you think we should talk to one of them?" Ryder asks

"You talk to Rayden, I'll talk to Victoria" I say and He nods walking to Rayden

I place my gaze on her, She hasn't even taken a sip of the water. I walk to her and bend in front of her

She looks at me, a smile coming onto her face."Brianna" She says my name and I hug her

She immediately hugs me back, in process letting the glass and shatter loud against the floor. I don't care, I hold her and she holds me back with much force

We pull away from each other,

"What's Wrong V?" I ask her lowly, She looks at me

"I..killed her..I killed them" She whispers out

I look at Ryder, He is talking with Rayden but Rayden isn't giving any response. Then I sigh looking at Victoria

"Victoria maybe you need to rest, go sleep in my room." I say helping her to stand up

She nods, the look of guilt on her face. I nod for the guard to take her up, he nods back. They walk up.

I walk to my brothers

Ryder and Rayden looks at me, Ryder mumbles he is waiting for you and I nod

"I don't know....how...you were so calm. But I can't..breathe..I feel like I'm having...a..a." Rayden is breathing loud

Panic attack

A flashback of deja vu

"never let me go...never let me go...never let me go.." Rayden mumbles against my chest. I rub his head softly

"Shh , I will never let you go. You're my everything." I whisper, reassuring him

Ryder falls on his knees by Rayden and Myself , He hugs us both without saying anything.

Me and Ryder look at each other with a knowing thought.

This isn't our first time around.

"Rayden relax, breathe, close you're eyes..and count to 10." Ryder says while placing his hand on Raydens shoulder