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Chapter 31 : With all the mighty pain

- Sensitive chapter ahead ⚠️

[Memory 2 of why Brianna is the way she is]

2023, 16 July 19:02
[the first year of living with the collens]

Brianna's POV:

It is a normal Tuesday night, well as normal as it can get. The collens has been really good to me so far, so far.

Uncle Ricardo has been a dear and good advisor, Rayden has been spending some time with me, Ryder on the other hand..I don't think he likes me..at all. Aunt Beth is busy working her ass off night and day at the hospital.

So, we don't see her alot at home. It's me and and the guys. But somehow today..tonight something drastic is about to happen.

Currently, I'm sitting on the toilet in the bathroom that's connected to my room. The bathroom door is locked, I'm inside.

Ryder is at one of his friend's houses, I have no idea why..it's just his thing. Rayden is studying in the library with a girl he is suppose to tutor--her name is Victoria. I am at home, Uncle Ricardo is also at home chilling in the living room with his friends.

Tonight are one of those nights him and his old buddies has, they gave game night every Tuesday..and when I say game night I mean poker. Just poker with a bottle of scotts and blunts. It's a regular thing..so regular im starting to think he is in the Mafia life lol

Jk of course, I had a study date as well with a guy in my chemistry class but I bailed because I have better things to do..and when I say better things I mean..cutting myself untill I see blood and until I feel pain.

I have the sharp blade in my hand, and slide it on my inner thigh down till I see blood..but I dont feel anything. So I go deeper, I press the blade deeper into my skin seeing some flesh and that's when I felt the pain slowly coming.

"BRIANNA! Come here sweetheart." Uncle Ricardo calls out for me

I blink, looking around me. I throw the blade in the bathtub. I clean the blood that's dripping on the floor. I place a plaster over the open wound.

I walk out of the bathroom, I walk just like that out of my room. I have a loose white crop t-shirt on and Black pj silk shorts on but it'd covering the wound so it's fine. I have white socks on..

I walk down the stairs of the house, I walk my way towards the living room. I see 4 grown men sitting around a poker table, with glasses and blunts in their hands.

Two of the grown men stares at me in..a..inappropriate way. The other two just greets me politely and go back to the game. The two dirtbags are eyeing me up&down with no shame.

I look at Uncle Ricardo, he smiles wide at Me. I smile back

"Would you please be a dear and go fetch some extra chips for us? It's just in the kitchen and you can drop it by us and go back to what your doing."