Too Bad to be Bad | 18+

Chapter 45 : Yes indeed, Karma.

We stand together and we die together

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PEOPLE ARE FUCKING PROBLEMATIC in this generation, like generally they're fucking problematic..and if their not problematic they cause problems.

Especially these 2004 & 2005 year old people, this includes myself and everyone around me.

I know I'm not perfect, fucking far from it--and I know I'm a terrible person and I do terrible things for fun but it's not my fault I'm build differently

and it's not my fault YOU build that way...YOU had a great life growing up, YOU had an happy childhood, YOU had living parents, YOU had no violence, no triggering abilities.

All you're life was good and peaceful..Not all of us had that, We fucking suffered in silence and that's why we are so fucked up.

I was resting, I am just sitting on the chair in silence. There's nobody around me and nobody is at home. I'm at Aunt Beth's house. All alone

And being alone, crushed me..because all those buried memories came CRASHING down on me. All at once

Screams, voices, Ambulance sirens, all can be heard.

I rush to see what's going on, in The road the car is upside, Mom and Dad rush towards it--but everything is in slow motion. It seems like they can't reach the car

Brandon come stand next to me, He holds me, but I get out of his grip rushing after My parents..but it's too late

My parents hasn't even reach the car, and it immediately went up to Flames. Making them fly back, I hear Brandon shouting my name but I ignore it and stare at the car

The babysitter and My little sister is in there, I hear their screams from the car. I shut my eyes and place my hands on my ears.

I place my hands on my head, gripping it hard. "Stop, stop, stop, please" I mumble to myself

I have the sharp blade in my hand, and slide it on my inner thigh down till I see blood..but I dont feel anything. So I go deeper, I press the blade deeper into my skin seeing some flesh and that's when I felt the pain slowly coming.

I shut my eyes to try and drown them back, but it didn't work.

I climb in the overflowing bathtub, I shiver when the cold water touched my skin. With the tears clouding my vision I slit my two wrist..what I didn't know was that I was gonna slit it so deep. It is so deep that I can feel myself getting light headed of all the blood I'm losing.

No no no no

I open my eyes, I look around for the phone, for my phone but I don't see it. My legs starts to shake, and my hands.

"MOM! MOM! MOM! BRANDON..H-HE..HE CANT BREATHE" I shout, choking on the tears

My brother is laying on the floor, white fuims coming from his mouth. He is not moving or breathing