jackie🦋.
"omg you slept with him ?" aja asked.
"FINALLY" sydney said making me laugh and shake my head.
"idk what came over me tbh. he got me wrapped around his pinky finger lol" i said laughing.
"how was it ? did you like it ?" chelsea asked.
"yes guys i loved it thanks for asking".
"and did he-
"omg no. i made sure he ain't get me pregnant again lol" i said quickly.
"okay but we want another niece/nephew" alysha said.
"well you better talk to your other teammates about that lol" i told her.
i grabbed my phone and saw that gigi texted me.
princess🎀: mommy can i take one more anxiety pill ?? im freaking out and it won't stop.
mommy🥰: what time did you take the first one ??
princess🎀: 10:15.
i looked at the time it was only 11:04. definitely not time for her to take another one.
mommy🥰: absolutely not gianna. it's only 11:04 it's not time.
princess🎀: but im still freaking out mommy it's not helping.
mommy🥰: and i understand that baby but if you take another one your gonna overdose. i wish you could call me but becky is waiting on me. call kayla. i love you and be safe🖤.
princess🎀: okay i love you more🫶🏾🫶🏾.
i put my phone down and ran to the court where becky was on her phone.
"hey she okay ?" tiffany asked.
"yes her anxiety is just really bad" i said.
"i hope she gets better" she said making me smile.
"thank you girl" i said. after that we started practice.
after practice i headed straight home because i called gigi 6x and she didn't answer and it's kind of scaring me. i got home and ran inside.
"gianna ?" i yelled.
"gigi wya baby ?" i checked the kitchen and and backyard and she was not there so i ran upstairs.
i went to her room and i saw her in the corner with her arms wrapped around her knees. i took a deep breath and walked over to her.
"gigi what's wrong ?" i asked bending down to meet her eyes.
"idk" she cried into her knees.
"i don't understand love" i said lifting her chin chin up with my hand.
"idk i was by the pool and i started hearing things and it freaked me out." she said as tears ran down her face.
"it's okay baby. i promise it's all in your head."
"come here" i said helping her up. i pulled her on her bed and she laid her head on my chest as her breathing started leveling out.
"you've been through h*ll gianna. nobody expects you to be this happy teenager and act like it didn't happen to you. your dad and i knew that when we got you back it would effect you in so many different ways and we were prepared to help you through any and everything".
"i feel like im never gonna heal" she cried.
"your gonna heal baby. you just gotta give it time. it takes some to heal longer than others and that's okay and normal. your so strong love bug i don't want you to ever get discouraged because something triggered that" i told her.
"let me tell you about me. so when you were taken i was depressed you hear me. i couldn't get out of bed at all. it took me 4 months to get up. ik disgusting. i was 94 pounds when i first went to therapy."
"omg 94 ?" she asked shocked.
"depression ain't no joke. and it's not an easy thing to deal with. after going to therapy i was just like you. i put on my bravest face and pretended to be okay until i couldn't anymore."
"baby you don't have to pretend to be okay. it's hurting you." i told her.
"how'd you cope ?"
"i didn't i just pretended to be okay and until eventually i got use to it. everyday you were gone i was unhappy but i hid that" i told her.
"but that's not an option for you miss ma'am. my situation and yours is different. your gonna heal my love" i said kissing her forehead.
she nodded and smiled at me and i wiped her face. "okay come on your dad is home" i said.
"hey you" i said kissing him.
"how was practice ?" he asked holding my waist.
"it was chill." i said.
"hey dad" gigi said hugging him.
"hey princess you good ?" he asked and she nodded.
gianna🌸.
i hugged bryce tightly & he rocked us back and fourth. i took a deep breath and i could smell his cologne.
"you good ma ?" he asked me.
"mhm" i said.
"come on let me walk you outside" he said grabbing my hand.
we walked to where my mom was picking me up.
"okay imma call you. i love you" i said kissing him.
"i love you" he said waving at me.
i got into my moms car and she looked so cute lol.
"ouu cute sun glasses" i said.
"thank you baby. how was school ?" she asked me.
"good i passed all my tests and i am a happy girl today" i smiled.
"aww that's good my love. im proud of you." she said kissing my forehead.
"thank you mama" i said.
i watched as she used one knee to drive while she took a pain pill.
"what ?" she asked.
"your driving with one knee." i said smiling.
"lol it's a habit when i gotta use my hands for a minute" she said.
when we got gone and and my dad was on the couch asleep. my mom smiled and went over to him kissing him.
"hey sleepyhead" she said as he stirred.
"wassup"
"how you feel ?" she asked as i went over and hugged him.
"i feel okay body is still sore but better than yesterday" he said making her nod.
"well you gotta eat so come on". we walked into the kitchen and my mom set down the pizza we picked up.
i went upstairs to shower and came back down my mom was putting icy hot on my dads back and shoulders. he looked so relaxed lol.
chapter 42😝! something simple ofc lol. next chapter imma fast forward some time since the book is ending 🥹😔! im sad and i love this book. vote and comment💋!
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a mothers will •jackie young.
Fanfictionjackie young a basketball player was pregnant at the age of 15 with a babygirl named gianna. although she was young being a mother was everything she wanted until she was taken while grocery shopping. jackie had to move on with life not knowing if h...
