2024: my digital diary

08.07 Friendship and love

Yesterday afternoon we arrived in Sun Valley at 15 in the afternoon. There was a book stand just outside the station and I bought Things Fall Apart by Achebe for €1.

Sonny and I then walked to Spanish Square and took the bus to Hauteville. In the bus, I joked that during the trip we had learnt about "the ups and downs of true friendship" and Sonny answered "there's no downs with you" and then he blew me a kiss and I laughed and said I would keep it forever.

In Hauteville, I took a nap in his bed and he showered. I woke up some hours later, and Sonny came to bed and we cuddled as he gave me a little face and neck massage. Then we hugged and I closed my eyes and I tried to describe his face accurately with my eyes closed, and then he did the same. I thought that was very nice.

Then we went to the kitchen. His brother and him had meat for dinner, I had soup and some red meat too. Then afterwards Sonny and I left to his grandparent's house (empty in the summer), and we rolled a blunt as we talked and then we watched some Skins episodes. We also ate a chocolate waffle.

We went to bed together and again he put his arm under my neck and I rested my head on his neck and we held each other's forearms.

This morning I woke up and I turned around and he hugged me from behind and we held hands as we kept on sleeping. The alarm went off at 9:30 but I kept delaying it and Sonny said to me "I won't leave the bed until you do". And so we stayed in bed until 11:15 or so, slowly waking up.

I began caressing his hair and his waist, etc, he did the same. At some point I crawled on top of him and hugged him and we caressed my back and my hair and I touched the lobe of his ear and I gave him small kisses on his chest and neck. I had to leave the bed because we had plans with my mother and we were late, but I wish we could have had more extra time to spend like that in bed. I have to admit that towards the end I was getting a little horny, thats the truth. I wonder if he was too.

I showered, he showered, we packed my stuff and took a bus to Korea Station, where my mom awaited for us. We did some moving out in the Galloway area, and then we rode back to Chinatown to have lunch. I invited Sonny and he said he would pay for my food some other time.

We had coffee at another bar and then we walked to Korea Station. I went outside with Sonny because he wanted to smoke a cigarette. We talked for a little and in the end we said bye, we hugged each other and then I kissed his cheek and for the first time he did too.

I am in the train now, half falling asleep. Im in a dream.....