Don't understand why I always feel less than everybody, especially the people around me. I feel I'm not pretty, or have a nice personality, nor do I excel in anything I do, nor am I a very active or cool person to be around. Nobody looks at me nor wants to date me. Not even have sex with me. The few people who like me will stop wanting to be my friend sooner or later. I have nothing to offer in a friendship or relationship. People don't need me or love me, nor do they think of me very often.
I wish I was pretty so that people would not feel terrible when they look at me. I wish I could dress better, or that my body would not look strange. I wish I had motivation to go out and enjoy myself and not make people feel sorry about me. I deserve terrible things brought upon me.
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2024: my digital diary
Non-FictionAll names and locations have been changed to preserve privacy.
