10:26am. Sunday.
Tori lay in bed, staring at her ceiling. Going over last nights events, over and over. What the fuck did she do? How could she be so stupid?! Give in to someone, like Michael Clifford. As much as he was, pretty awesome...and hot...she was stupid! Letting Michael dictate her into sleeping with him. Well, he didnt really do that, but...he was still to blame!
Was he? Aw shit, she couldnt even put the blame on him. She let him kiss her, and she didnt stop when he was half way inside of her! She wanted it, as hard as she didnt want to admit it...she did. Tori nervously bit her lip as she remembered back.
**Flashback!**
"I cant believe we're doing this!" Tori told Michael a little breathless. "Yeah, well we are...why do you...want to stop?" Michael asked her, as they were both basically in their underwear. "Shut up!" Tori told him, before pulling him down to her and kissing him.
Michael then found his way to her neck, as he softly sucked on her skin.
"Phew....!" Tori sighed, as the heat in the car started to bother her. The condensation on the windows, from the warmth blocked out all view from inside and outside the car.
"Fuck." Michael took a breath, as he balanced himself above Tori, and steadily thrusted in and out of her. "Oh my gosh...." Tori dug her head, back into Mikey's car seats as she wrapped her arms under his arms, and rested her hands on his shoulders. Feeling the dampness, on his skin.
"Can you like...go a little faster?" Tori looked at him. "Oh. Look whos...confident" Michael smirked at her. Tori raised a leg, as Michael began to go deeper, and slightly faster.
"Oh yeah...uh, shit...thats it!" Tori told him, letting him know he was getting there. "Ohh, my....ah!" Tori took a breath, as she slid her hand up Michael's back and grabbed onto his hair a little near his neck.
"Tori...." Michael spoke up. "Shuushh!" Tori closed her eyes, as she smiled. "Shit, Tori...im gonna..." Michael started to tell her.
**End of flashback!**
"Ohh nooo!" Tori whined as she covered her face with her pillow. "This is bullshit!" She gasped, ripping the pillow away from her face, before sitting up. No one could know about this! However, knowing Michael, his buddies will know! Should she tell Hanna and Spencer? Just Spencer? Just Hanna?
Should she tell her mom, she made a mistake yet she was fully safe?! No. This secret was going to be kept under a lock and key. Michael was...a douchebag, who was so far up his own ass he wouldnt even know.
Just then a knock at her door disturbed her. "What?! Hello!" Tori jumped. "Sweetie, do you want some breakfast?" Her mom asked her, from the other side of the door. "Uhm....sure, thanks mom!" Tori shouted back at her, as she swung her legs out from under her duvet. She walked, a little funny and to be honest a little sore to her dressing table. She sat down, and looked at her phone. A text from the group chat with her, Spencer and Hanna.
She couldnt answer. Not right now anyway. "Ow." She complained a little as she moved in her seat. She sat staring at herself in the mirror, slightly mascara under her eyes from not properly taking it off the night before. Realising something, she buried her head in her arms and lay them down on her table. "Shit, shit!" She sighed, talking quietly to herself.
She was so caught up in last night, she completely forgot that...it was her first. Perfect, this just gets better. Michael Clifford, held her V card. She was a whore. She hated herself.
Her door opened and she jumped turning, to see her mom with a plate. "Here you go" Her mom smiled, handing down some scrambled eggs and toast. "Thanks...mom" Tori half smiled, taking the plate from her. Her mom stared at her for a moment.
"Is everything okay?" She asked. "Yes, why?!" Tori looked at her. "Mm, its...you just...look a little different" She told her. "In what way?!" Tori asked touching her face. Her mom shrugged and shook her head. "You keep your makeup on last night?" SHe asked. "MmHm, some" Tori lied, but also truthfully told her. "Yeah, maybe thats it." Her mom smiled looking around her room. "Any washing?" She asked.
"Uhh...yeah, in my bathroom. The laundry basket" Tori sighed turning back to her mirror. She stared at herself, then turned again when she saw her mom walking out the bathroom with her laundry. "Eat up, then. Before it gets cold...I may treat you to a icy pop today when we go to the mall" Her mom grinned. Tori looked at her. "Why?" SHe asked. "Need to get some bits and bobs in." Her mom nodded.
"I dont want...a slush drink" Tori sighed, as she thought back of last night. "Well, coffee or something....were you drinking last night?" Her mom asked. "No." Tori told her. "What did you do?" She asked. "I hung out with friends" Tori sighed before shaking her head. Her mom nodded, and sniffed a little. "I dont smell alcohol...and i trust you" SHe told her smiling.
"Yeah, just the smell of shame." Tori whispered. "What?" Her mom asked. "Nothing...doesnt matter. I'll get ready soon" Tori smiled a little. "Okay, no problem" Her mom smiled, and walked out her room and closed her door. Tori watching, as her mom left her room with her sex, ridden clothes from last night. Probably smelling of sweat, shame, and...lost virginity.
Tori picked up her fork, and moved food around the plate. "Ugh!" She moved it away from her and headed to the bathroom. She really needed a shower!
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Ah, a little awkward haha! Soo....what ya'll think so far? :O :) <3<3<3
