What am i feeling ?!?!? (figured it out :- reminiscence)

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~I don't know
~What do i truly need
~A symphony to keep me at peace
~Or rather a darling niece
~Here's a catch
~I don't wanna know what any of it means
~A simple walk or a run
~Or rather a grut i forlurn
~Yeah baby i've lost it to my core
~I've been losing feelings all the more
~The Mon amour of my dreams
~I've just yet to know more
~What any of it means
~I have no knowledge of your name
~I'd rather attend college of a very grumpy name
~But those moments shine
~When i remember something
~The very first touch
~Oh so accidental
~My hand on a railing of a bus
~You rushin trying to get a seat
~And brushing upon my hand it seems
~My titan watch gleaming at the touch
~Something my grandfather gifted me
~I still can't forget your sly smile
~Thinking that you knew my name and i still don't till this day
~Every morning then i found your eyes staring at me
~I began to look forward to it to
~But then that day came crushing down my hopes
~I didn't know that was the last time i'll ever be able to look into your eyes
~I know we both felt the spark that day
~But it was better to not say
~Different background's we all have
~I doubted everyone else
~But when i saw you smiling with your friends at the front
~I lose my resolve all together
~That cheeky grin i still see
~That ruined my maths final
~But who in the world would care of it now
~I still remember myself shriekin inside
~Everytime i caught you peeking
~Whenever my friend made me laugh
~So no named gentleman
~I hope you never get your hand on this
~Because maybe life will play a game
~But that game has my rules now
~The fork now gone
~Only a rough road ahead
~I hope you find yourself just okay
~Butterflies ahead but whatever
~Hoping that we actually never meet again
~Cause maybe all i ever remember
~Is going to be that cheeky grin you had
~When you knew it was your last day ever there
~Leaving me in that pit of hell
~Memories are now mine to keep
~Just a gentle reminder to me
~To have a ground to stay with feet
~And roof over my head to heed
~Hope in the end the only thing
~That ever changes is that cheeky grin

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