Poem 47 (You know what)

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~You know what
~I hate everything
~I hate even myself
~Because all of this is happening
~And I can't even do anything yet
~Actions affect others more than you think
~You think you did something
~But you do nothing
~You just flatter yourself only
~You lie to yourself only
~Everyone who puts up with you
~Is seeing over everything
~When are you fucking waking up
~I can't even swear at your face
~It's like you just want to do nothing
~Only ordering & bragging
~When you can't even save your face
~Brag all you want
~You only know what to say something
~Believe me when i say this
~Because you don't know the bare minimum of it
~When you have no actual say in anything
~You keep using your non existant power it seems
~Myself overseeing everything
~Your little play that has no act
~I can't even bring myself to calm down yet
~I won't care now at all
~But what else can i do about that
~Only clever say left
~Nothing you still want accomplish yet
~So what if 45 is your end
~I want it to disappear & never appear in front of me again
~Sometimes i wish for things
~I know will never happen once
~Is it all just a game of chess
~Then let me tell you
~I'll sacrifice you first
~Be glad that i don't say anything yet
~So many pent up emotions here
~I don't want to even give you a speck
~The speck of benefit yet
~I feel disturbed just by the site of that
~When will you change
~You aren't becoming better at all
~Maybe it's your mum's DNA
~That still runs through your veins
~You aren't even able to hold that bitter end of your tongue yet
~Nevermind all that
~Because i know that you don't have the guts to do anything about well anything yet
~Why do i keep saying yet ?
~I already know that nothing's gonna change after that

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